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GUYS. SORRY FOR THE LATE UPDATE! :( EXAM WEEK: HAD TO STUDY.But.. I promise, I'll try to update after my last day of exam which is on thursday. hope you understand. and uh.. anyways, enjoy :]

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The sun gleamed perfectly, sending warm rays on the Josh‘s living room. Hayley sat on the floor, continuously writing a new song. Her small back was leaning against the wall, knees were pulled closer to her chest, her huge notebook was  resting on her left hand, whereas, a shiny silver pen was twirling around her right hand. Few crumbled papers were surrounding her, almost five or so. She was completely enjoying every second of her allotted time for music yet she just couldn‘t find the exact words for her song. For her incredible song. As she wrapped herself with feelings, she moved her gaze to Josh. A sudden and strange feeling crossed over her troubled mind, and heart.
    “What am I thinking?” She asked herself, silently. “I don’t love him, really. I don’t love Josh!”
    (Are you sure?)
    “Yes, I..” Her thoughts suddenly came to a halt. “Honestly, I don’t know.”
    (Just make sure you’re doing the right decision. Chad?)
    “Yea, Oh  Chad! I completely forgot about him! Oh Hayley! What are you gonna do? You just can’t love two guys at once!”
    She tone down the rumbling thoughts on her head and tried to focus again. Closing her eyes, she rested her head on the wall. She was thankful for the job, well at least, Chad let her go to work. She wondered aimlessly, drowning herself again.
     Three hours had passed, the sun was about to set. She frowned, the picture of her kissing Josh just popped out of her head.
    (You like it.)
    (No.. Okay, Maybe I do. But what the heck? STOP! STOP!)

Wait, don't go away.
Just not yet.
Cause I thought,
I had it.
But I forget.

And I won't let you fall away,
From me.
You will never fade.
And I won't let you fall away.
From me.
You will never fade away from me.

And now I let my dreams consume me,
And tell me what to think.
But hold on,
Hold on.
What am I dreaming?


    Josh was looking for a perfect chords on his old buddy guitar that would literally match the lyrics of his own song. He was on the other couch, focused.

The perfect words never crossed my mind
'Cause there was nothing in there but you
I felt every ounce of me, screaming out
But the sound was trapped deep in me

All I wanted, just sped right past me
But I was rooted fast to the earth
I could be stuck here for a thousand years
Without your arms to drag me out

There you are, standing right in front of me
There you are, standing right in front of me
All this fear falls away, you leave me naked
Hold me close, cause I need you to guide me to safety


All of a sudden, he stopped when he saw Hayley, her head was tilted, like she was sleeping. Placing the guitar on the floor, he got up and made his way to her.
    She must be tired, he thought.
When he was standing near her, he sat down silently, and slowly reached for Hayley’s cheeks. As he placed his warm hands on Hayley’s face, she abruptly turned to him with a puzzled expression. Josh’s hands suddenly dropped, and his eyes met hers. A long, heart-stopping stare was between the two of them. No one spoke, they just remained silent for a couple of minutes. Her lips abruptly made a way for a smile, her hazel green eyes were dancing in gladness. He gave in, he smiled back.
    “Why are you staring at me?” She asked. Smiling, her brows were raised up.
    “Why? Is it bad?” He answered, grinning.
    “Nah, it’s just that.. I feel embarrassed.” Biting her lower lip, then eventually hide her face on her hands.
    “Why? You shouldn’t be, miss.” He reached for her hands and put it down.
    He leaned in, unhurriedly, looking from her eyes then down to her lips. It was sending chills on her spine, and she liked it. She closed her eyes and waited for Josh’s lips to be pressed on hers. It was different, a different kind of feeling. She never felt like this before. Chad never kissed her that way. As Josh deepened the kiss, she wrapped her arms around him and kissed him back. His fingers stroke her hair softly, as he led his kiss to a sweet stop.
    “Sorry.” He mumbled.
    “What for?” She asked, resting her head on his chest.
    “Hayley, I love you.” He said as he placed his hands on Hayley’s shoulder.
    She didn’t know what to say.
    (You love him too, right! Come on! Say it!)
    (..But.. Chad.)
    (He never loved you…)
    “ ‘s okay if you don’t say anything. I.. Understand.” He gulped. He felt like crying as he swallowed those words. “You’re already taken by someone.” He said sadly.
    “Shh..” She placed her one finger on Josh’s lips. “I.. lo-”

    Hayley was about to say those three words to Josh, when a loud booming sound interrupted her from doing so. Upstairs. Like something dropped hard, they exchanged an alarming look.
    “What’s that?” She asked, standing up.
    “Dunno. Let’s go and check it.”
    “No.. Don’t. It must be uh.. The landlord, I guess.” She said, holding Josh’s wrist.

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