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Sorry for the late update. Im really running out of ideas.

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We stopped by on our lockers to put some of our books there and grabbed beverages in the cafeteria. Afterwards, we headed to Mr. Watson's classroom. Whoa.The classroom was way more cozy than ours. I guess this was a private classroom for science freaks. Yeah. Whatever. The walls were painted with white. There were green and white curtains hanging on the two huge windows. Desks and chairs were properly arranged by columns and rows. Not pretty bad. And there was Mr.Watson on his chair. Pile of papers were on his desks and tons of boxes were placed near the blackboard. It must be the robot babies. Mr. Watson looked up to us when we reached his table.

"Hi.. Sir. Er, the baby." Josh uttered.

"Oh. Here." Mr.Watson handed a box to Josh. Josh took it."So, you know how to babysit,right?"

I glanced at Josh. Then, we both nodded.

"Good, the usual stuff. Feed it. There's a bottle of milk in the box. Change its clothes. Well, if the baby pooed and peed you have to change its diaper too. You have to cradle the baby until it fell asleep. okay? You have to look after the baby like it is your own child. There's a button at the back of the baby, if you push it.. the monitoring starts, and of course, it will act as a baby--have a life.like that. Your project will start this coming sembreak, okay?"

"Yes, sir. Oh. we don't have any questions, right Josh?" I said blankly. Josh nodded.

"Good. Here's the letter." He handed me the letters, one for Josh and one for me. I took it. "You may go now. Goodluck." Mr.Watson said.

"Thanks sir." we said in unison.

We turned our backs and made our way outside the classroom. Errrr. Psss. Kidding me? Look after the child. Ugh.. I guess all I have to do is to act naturally. And.. Oh. I have to ask Josh about that sleeping stuff. Josh was holding the box carefully. Then, there was a grin on his face when I stared him.

"What now?" I shot him an annoyed look.

"Nothing. We'll be a father and a mother. Isn't that cool?" He said dreamily.

"Okay. Whatever. So, who's house first? Mine or yours?"

"Mine." He said.

"No.. Mine." I retorted.

"Mine."

"I said. MINE!" I nearly shouted.

"No, mine. That's final."

"FINE! if that's what you want.."I said. Just because I love you, I'll let you do this.I added quietly.

"What did you say? the last part.. 'just'..?"

"Never mind."

***

"Mom! Dad! Im home!" I called. I headed to the living room. Mom and Dad were watching a film.

"How's your day honey?" Mom asked.

"Fine. Mom.. I have something to show you."  I handed her the letter and she read it.

"Aha.. So, Josh will sleep here too?" She asked.

"Yes, but uh.. Im staying at the Farro's on Monday. It will be the start of our project and I don't want to let Josh do the responsibility alone with the robot baby."

"Okay honey." Then, she handed me back the letter. I made my way to the kitchen and grabbed a bread on the table. I nibbled it as I made my way up to my room. As soon as I was inside my room, I threw my things on my bed and flopped down over the chair beside my window. I was thinking about what happened this past few months. There was a progress in my relationship with Josh. Still, friends. Urgh. No. No. No. I didn't want to put our relationship to the next level. Selena would be screaming in my ear. I washed away the thoughts in my head.

Few days to go and it would be our sembreak. I would be staying at Farro's house. Crap.

***

This is it. Im already here. And there's no turning back. It was our sembreak now. I was standing in front of Josh's doorway. I was about to push the doorbell but I hesitated to do it. I was hoping that Josh notified his parents that I would be staying over or else I would be so dead or not. I could feel my heart was hammering against my chest. It was a cold afternoon of December. I was freezing even though I wore thick clothes and jackets. I was rubbing my arms with my hands. My teeth were stuttering and the cold wind that was blowing back and forth was sending chills on my body which made me shiver.

I pushed the button of the doorbell. But no one was opening the door. I waited. Waited. Waited. Waited.

"Hayley?" A familiar voice asked.

Crap.  "Uh.. Umm.." I was speechless. I turned around and Josh was standing a few inches behind me.

"C'mon. Let's get inside. You look pale.. and freezing already. Sorry. I should have called you. I should have never left the house in the first place. I never thought you wud be coming at this time." He said apologetically.

Josh grabbed his keys from his pocket and unlocked the door. He put his one arm around me and he led me inside.

"You sit over there. I'll get you a hot drink." he said. Then, he ran off to the kitchen.

I sat down on the sofa. I was still rubbing my arms and my teeth were still stuttering from cold.

A moment later, he showed up. He handed me the hot chocolate and took it. "Drink first. I'll get a blanket for ye. You're freezing." he said. He vanished again from my sight. I was still freezing even though I was drinking a hot drink. I was hoping that this cold feeling would fade away. My body was like cracking into two.

As soon as he had a blanket on his hand, he wrapped it around me. "You okay?" He asked while he was rubbing my one hand together with his. I felt warm.

"Yes, I am." I nodded.

***

One hour later.

"Where's your Mom and Dad Josh? And Zac too?" I asked while I cuddled the pillow on the sofa. We were watching a movie. Later on, we would visit our baby. We haven't pushed the button yet. The monitoring will start later. After we push that freaking button. Mr. Watson haven't mentioned what time we would start. no worries.

"They're at my Aunt's. They will be staying there for one week. Im here all alone. Good thing, I have you here." He smiled.

I shivered on what he said—the last part. I have you here. Whatever. That was pretty normal. I guess. 

"Ah.. I see. Yah." i replied. Focusing my attention on the movie.

"So, shall we start with the baby thing?" He asked calmly.

"Yah. sure. Where is it anyway?" We both stood up facing each other.

"It's upstairs. On my room."

We took huge steps on their stairs. We were not excited to start with the baby thing, yah. It wasn't obvious, was it? Then we were both laughing as we reached his room.

Wow. He is so neat. His things were organized properly. There was a side table beside his bed. It was the same setting in my room. The difference was..the color and some stuffs like table, chairs, etc. The scent of his room was inviting too. It was filling my nose. He made his way to the box that was laid on the bed. He took it and rushed to my side with a smile on his face.

"Ready?" he asked happily.

"Ready." I said. I could feel my hands were all sweaty and my heart was beating faster with excitement.

As soon as we pushed the button at the back of the baby, Josh handed me the baby and I took it. I held it in my arms. The baby was looking from Josh to me. Then, it wailed.

"Crap. Crying already? Gimme the bottle of milk!" I said, annoyed. Mr. Watson never mentioned that once we pushed the button the baby would cry. Muds. Muds. Muds. Grrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Josh handed me the bottle and I put it in the robot's mouth. Then, it was quiet again. I cradled the baby.

"What's gonna be the name for our baby, Hayles?" Josh asked.

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THANKS to myheartisyours, samiington, imbluexx, snoozy4 and kaytaykay  for commenting on the last chapter. :)

D: i have to write the next chap as soon as possible,  start of classes is one week away! I'll keep you updated. I'll try.

And umm. I guess that's all.

I have a work tomorrow. I guess I'll be having an over time. But I'll update! PROMISESSSSSSSSSSSS.

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I scanned my room. Wait. Then, I closed my eyes. Why am I on my room? What happened last night? Blasted. Where's Josh? Was it only a dream? but.. My head was aching. It was way early to think of something. I got up from bed, grabbed my towel and bathrobe and headed to the bathroom with my eyes still shut. I undressed myself quickly and took a bath. As soon as I was done, I slipped into my clothes, snatched my bag and headed downstairs. Mom and Dad wasn't around. They must have left early. There was a note beside my plate.

Hayles, eat your breakfast. Take care.

♥ Mom & Dad.

I flopped down on the chair and started eating my breakfast: an egg omelet, bread, hotdog, bacon and a juice. Yummy. I started to pig out again. As soon as I was done, I buzzed off.

***

I headed to my locker. Emily was there, leaning the locker beside me.

"What's up?" I asked while I opened my locker.

"Blasted. Zac is asking me out." She said with a worried expression.

"And? Why there's a worried expression, huh?" I put my hand on her cheeks. "Hey, that's alright. Zac's not a bad guy."

"Really? Sure about that?". I nodded. There was a red note again on my locker. I already got two. I got curious about it so, I grabbed the new one. I slowly opened the letter. It was from Todd! Crap.

Hayley, I am truly sorry for what happened yesterday. Let's be friends? - TODD

I crumpled the paper and tossed it on the trash can near from my locker.

"What's that?" Emily asked. "Oh nothing.. Just a trash." I replied.

Emily and I were heading to our room. I remembered what happened last night. Knock it off Hayley.I said to myself. We were near the doorway when Josh was heading outside the room. He flashed a smile to me.

"Hello." he said.

"Hi." I said, smiling.

"Oh. By the way.."

"Yes?"

"You fell asleep last night on the sofa. So, I have to carry you up to your room." He beamed.

I blushed. Urghhhhh.. Josh! He was the one who carried me. I wanted to crack into two. "Uh.. Thanks." I said with an awkward tone.

"Anytime, Hayles. See ya." Then, he disappeared into the bustling hallway. He made his way to.. SELENA. He gave her a peck on the cheek. I felt a twinge of jealousy. Whoa. What a scene. Then, Selena saw me staring at their direction. She scowled at me. I felt like I was flaming with anger. I've done nothing wrong to her. Was it wrong to stare at their direction? What if I wasn't looking at them. Grr. Then, she was flirting with Josh. Like, kissing Josh's neck. Eww. I looked away and went inside the classroom. Some of my classmates were sitting noisily on their seats. They were having a chit-chat session, I think. I sat down on my chair and put down my things above my desk. Typical morning for me. I was waiting for the bell rang.

KRINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!

Perfect! Everyone took their seats before Madam Montoya showed up in the door. Josh was smiling at me. what's up with him? Grr.

"Now what?" I asked.

"Nothing." he laughed.

"Why are you laughing,eh?"

"Nothing, really. It's just that.."

"What?!" I cut him off. He was getting on my nerves. His face, that face was teasing me.

"Good morning class." Madam Montoya greeted.

"Good morning Madam." We said in unison.

"Take your seats everybody." She said.

"Later." Josh said to me. I nodded.

***

Classes were a bit boring for me these days. It was a torture. I was on my last class now. Josh was my classmate too in Mr. Moon's class. The bell rang and our teacher dismissed us. Josh and I were walking in the hallway now.

"Hey, what's that .. your going to say?" I asked.

"Oh. about last night. It's nothing. Never mind." He said in a teasing tone. Something's up. What did I do?

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LAST NIGHT.

As soon as Josh laid Hayley on the bed. Hayley suddenly grabbed him and hugged him tightly.

"Stay." Hayley said in a groggy way. (*hayley didn't know that what she did. She couldn't remember it at all*)

"No, I can't. Im sorry. Goodnight, Hayles. Sleep well." Josh said. He pulled away from Hayley's hug slowly. Then, he covered Hayley with a blanket.

Josh kissed Hayley's forehead. And he headed downstairs and left the Williams' home.

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***

A few months later..

So, my friendship with Josh wasn't bad after all. We were still getting to know each other as time goes by. I was trying my best to accept that no way we were gonna end up as a couple. Still, I was still waiting for him. I wouldn't gave up my love for him. And that was final. I was telling him stories too, way back in childhood years. He said that he could recall some of it. Thanks to me.

We were having science period that afternoon. When our teacher finally announced that we had a project. Actually, it was on pairs. Ugh.. I was keeping my fingers crossed. I didn't want to be a partner of someone like a nerd. PLEASE. for  science's sake. NO NERDS.

"So. You are all completely aware that we have a project , right? It will be on pairs. Each pairs will be given a robot baby..." The class laughed.

"Chicken." Someone shouted.

"Wait. Im not yet done. Lemme finish first." Mr. Watson said. "This robot baby will be treated as your child for two weeks. Pairing up would be like boys and girls. Okay? This is really connected on our topic which is life and technology." Then, He showed us the example of the robot baby. Well, it wasn't scary-looking. It really looked like a child. Awesome.

"The robot baby will monitor everything that you will do to it. You have to feed it, change its clothes, treat it like your own child and so on." Mr. Watson continued. "I'll be calling the names by pairs."

Mr. Watson called the names of my classmates by pairs alphabetically. Soon, it was my name.. to be called.

Dugggggggggggggggg-Dugggggggggggggggg-Dugggggggggggggggggggggg.

I was really nervous. The boys left were Josh, Adriane-- the nerd, Rick--the jock, Troy--the "supahstar" as people called him and Jedd--he was good too. as a partner, I think. Great. I was really wishing Jedd or Josh would be my partner.

"Hayley Williams.." Please.. Please. I kept my eyes closed and my fingers crossed below my desk. No nerds. No jocks. No supahstar. No. No. Please. I was really praying that I wouldn't be paired up with the most-I-hate-guys. "and Josh Farro." Mr. Watson declared. Whew. Wait. Who?? Josh. O-oh. What.. Should.. I .. do??

Thunder and lightning. "Oh boy." I whisphered to myself. Calm down Hayley, It's just Josh.

Mr.Watson was done with the pair thing. "Ok. Class.." He glanced on his watch. "We only have few minutes left. You and your partner must see me after this class. Okay? I'll give you the robot baby and some instructions too. we're running out of time. You also have to decide on which house will you sleep first. Is it on the girl's or in the boy's. I'll hand to you the letters later. Don't lose it. Give it to your parents so that they know what is happening and what is this all about. Am I understood?"

"Yes, sir." We said in unison.

KRINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!

The bell rang. Everyone made their way outside. Josh and I were the last one to get out of the room.

"Hi, partner." He teased.

"Ha-ha!" I said sarcastically.

"C'mon! We have to get our baby now." He said,grabbing my wrist.

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:| sorry, I have to do the fast forward .. hehe.

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Hmmm.. Who's house first? Hayley? Josh?

You guys, have an exam?? GOODLUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK! :)

I'll be over here. cheering! SORRY too, for the errors. HEHE. i hope you'll understand.

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"Mom! C'mon! Please. Let me work!" I pleaded on a smoking hot monday afternoon. It was few weeks away before the start of classes and Mom wouldn't allow me to do some extra stuff. Mom syndrome? I needed the money so badly. Mom didn't reply. "Mom.. Please? I have to buy a new rubbershoes! School is few weeks away! Plus. I have a PE class!Please? Please? Oh. Mom. Let me work." I nagged. Well, I was telling the truth too. "Okay. Okay. Hayley, You sure you can handle that?" Mom asked. "Yes! Thanks Mom!" I replied enthusiastically. We were like having a money problem, so that was the reason too. Why I need the money.

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Tuesday.

So, It was first day of my job as a.. Well. I didn't know what you called it. But all I have to do was to check if the names were right and signed it-- that was the one I knew. It was very simple indeed. This wouldn't be tiring at all.I thought. I have to enjoy this job. Since, it was my first one. I have to work diligently. My aim was to buy new rubbershoes. I have to work from eight o'clock in the morning up to five in the afternoon. I have breaks too. Plus. i'll get to meet new friends! That would be rocking awesome! I was nervous at first. Well, I was not familiar with anything. So someone approached me, "Hey! You're new here, right?" A simple-looking girl asked. Her eyes was colored blue, her lips were like mine, her face was rounded and with freckles. She was wearing a black tee and a blue- faded jeans. She had a long a hair but it was tied in a bun. She was a tan too. "Yeah. Please. Help me. So, How do i start?" I asked.

Soon, I know how everything works. It was very simple, I have to check if there were errors on the names. If there were, I have to separate it from the right ones. I have to check if his/ her profile was complete. Blah blah blah. I heard the door swung open and I didn't looked up. It was probably my co-worker too. I have to focused on my work. There were tons of papers on my desk now.

"Hey! Zac!" The voice called. Wait. the voice was familiar. It was the same as Josh's. I looked up. The guy wasn't Josh. Crap. I stared at the guy in front of my desk. He was facing Zac, I could only see him on a side view. He was tall, had a wavy brown hair, lean but muscular. He was wearing a dark blue shirt and a maong pants. Then, he looked at my direction. o-oh. "Hello." he said with a smile on his face. "You're new here right? Im Alex." I just nodded and focused myself on checking and signing.This is no time to flirt or to talk or anything. I have to focus on my work. As simple as that. It doesn't mean that he looked like Josh, I would entertain him. NO!

A moment later, he was asking me questions like. Where do I come from. What I have been doing lately. Why do I have to work. What are my interests. And we did get along well. I said that I love to write stories, essays and poems. Guess what? we're the same. Yah. Yah. Never mind. I won't fall for him! I would wait for Josh to come back! Its' been two years since I last saw Josh. And no way I think would I ever see him again. Poor Hayles. but I won't give up!! It was totally absurd, why I kept on holding on to Josh when I knew that he wouldn't come back again to me. I was so sure about that. But we couldn't tell what the time could do in a split second. Everything changes.

It was afternoon break now. Me and some of my co-workers have a chit-chat. But then, Alex came up to my side. And he asked if he could get my number. So I gave it to him. I felt a twinge of guilt. I could feel that I was really falling for this guy named Alex because I could see Josh in him. Crap. This is not good.But I think, it's time for me to move on. Josh left..no way he would be back. Maybe, I just go with the flow. We laughed, talked and flirted a little bit. We headed to our desks and continued the work left. Soon, we were done with everything and buzzed off.

***

A few weeks later.

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I felt my cellphone vibrating wildly in my hand. There was a text message. It says,

Let's hang out tonight. What do you think?  And I'll introduce to you my bestfriend. He is excited to meet ya. I'll pick you up at 7.

--Alex

It was 5:30 pm. I have time to prepare. That was stupid. So, I rushed to the bathroom to took a warm bath. Soon, I was done bathing. I headed to my closet. O-Oh. what would I wear? Alex didn't metioned if it's a dinner date or something. Maybe it is a dinner date. Right. Soon, I was wearing a white dress. I pulled my hair into a bun and my bangs were on the side. I wore a pearl earrings too. I checked myself in the full-length mirror. Wow. whoa. wicked. I don't look bad. I thought. I glanced up to my clock over the side table. Five minutes and Alex would be pick me up. I hurriedly made my way to the living room. My palms were all sweaty. My heart was throbbing. Great.

The doorbell rang. O-oh. Alex is here! Crap. I ran to the door quietly. I took few deep breaths and opened it. Alex was there in the doorway, he was wearing a smile on his face. He was wearing a formal clothes too. "Shall we?"  He asked with a grin on his face. He stretched out his hand. I giggled and took his hand.

***

We were now heading to the restaurant where we supposed to meet his bestfriend. "Hayles.." He started. "Yes?" I asked. "I have something to tell you.. You know it's kinda early. We don't have to rush things.. But.. Umm.. I love you already." He said with his gaze fixed on me. I didn't know what to say. We just met a week ago. And then.. This would happen. Are you out of your mind Alex? I just stared him. I wanted to cry. Well, I think I love him too. I wouldn't hesitate to welcome him in my life. I didn't respond. I just didn't know what to say. "I understand. Don't worry. I'll wait." He said."No.. I.. uh.. I think I love you too."I smiled. Then, we were quiet until we reached the place but with a wide smile on our faces.

***

He opened the door for me and we stepped inside. It was a cozy restaurant. The fragrance was filling my nose. The smell of the food was kinda inviting too. I was starving. There were a few couples there. Alex scanned the room, he was looking for his bestfriend. Then, he looked up to me and said. "He's over there. C'mon." I followed him. There was a guy in the black suit. He was staring outside, I guess. His back was facing us. Hmmm.. Who is this guy anyway? I gulped. Ugh. There was a frog in my throat. "Hey. Man." Alex exclaimed. The guy looked up to us. Pinch me. Pinch me. Pinch me. Pinch me. Pinch me. PINCH ME MORE. It was JOSH. I was taken aback. So as Josh. We stared each other for a long time. Afterwards, Alex coughed. "You know each other?" Alex asked. "No. No." Josh said abruptly with a nervous glance on me. I guess he didn't want to let Alex knew what's up with us. We took our seats. Me and Alex were facing Josh. Crap. Josh looked more handsome than ever. "Hayley, this is Josh, my bestfriend. Josh. This is Hayley, my girl?" Alex said. He was grinning at me. I smiled. It had been a few minutes. I was his girl already. Crap. I shouldn't have said that I love him too, if .. if.. Josh would show up?? That is so wrong Hayley! What kind of thought is that! Josh smiled to me, his hand was stretched. I shook it. "Nice uh.. Meeting you Josh." I said.

"What's your order?" A thirty year old lady asked which almost interrupted us. But that was fine. At least. She was wearing a smile on her face. She had eye glasses too. She was dressed according to the uniform of the restaurant, I think. Checkered red on the skirt and a plain white top. She handed us the menu. "Josh?" Alex asked. "Hmmm.. I think. The usual order." Josh replied. "Hayley?" Alex asked. "Whatever you want." I replied. "We'll have three combo burgers with fries. And three large cokes too." Alex said to the lady. "Okay. Foods will be ready after ten minutes." She replied. Then, walked away. Josh was staring outside again. He was thinking of something. "Excuse me for a minute." Alex said to us, standing up. Then, he disappered. Josh and I were left on the  table. There was a defeaning silence. "I.." we said in unison. "you first." he said. "why did you leave? without saying goodbye?"I asked with my eyes on the table. "I.. Im sorry Hayley. If I leave you behind, and without.. even saying goodbye. Mom is sick and she needed the treatment so badly. I know, I should have called. But I left my cellphone somewhere. I couldn't find it anymore. So.. Sorry Hayles. Will you ever forgive me?" I didn't know what to say. "I.. I.. understand.. I.. I just thought. You will never be back." Tears were about to streamed down. But I wiped it all away before Josh could see it. Alex showed up with a worried expression, about three minutes later. "Sorry guys, but I have to go. Hayles, you stay here with Josh. You two wud get along well. There's an emergency. Maybe, I'll be back. See ya." He gave me a peck on the cheek. He headed to the restaurant's door and disappeared in our sight. The food was served to us the moment after Alex left.

We were in the middle of eating silently, when Josh's phone vibrated. Josh took his cellphone and began reading the message. Then, he started eating again. Soon,as we were done with the most delicious food ever, I asked him. "Where's Alex?" "He's in the office. The boss called him. There's a problem, I think. I dunno. Don't worry I'll drive you home." "Thanks." Afterwards, we headed to the parking lot and buzzed off. There was a defeaning silence between us. It was way awkward really. No one spoke.

***

He stopped the car on the driveway. Then, he walked me to my home's door. "Hayley.." He looked up to me. "Why Josh?" I asked. "May I get your number?" "Sure." i replied. He handed me his cellphone and I started typing my number. "Here." I said. Then, he took it. "Thanks." he muttered. "No problem. Thanks too. For driving me home." I said. Then, he leaned over and he whisphered something in my ear. "Hayley, I love you so much. Nothing has changed. right?". I just nodded."I still love you, Josh." I said. Then, he pulled me and kissed me passionately with his arms all over me. After we pulled away, we smiled. "Bye. See ya soon." he said, heading to his car. "yah! take care."I mumbled.Then, he buzzed off. I felt my cellphone vibrated in my pocket. There were two text messages, the first one:

Im not that strong without you

Never thought I could LOVE YOU the way I do.

I need you like the ocean needs the tide.

-- ♥ Josh

the second:

Hayles, Im really sorry. Im not there with you. How's Josh? Did you get home already? I love you.

- alex

My eyes suddenly widen up.Oh no! How about Alex? CRAP!!!!!! No. I couldn't hurt him! No. How could I tell him about Josh and I? No. No. No. I just closed my eyes and tears suddenly streamed down..

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 This is my first one- shot! I HATE IT! I SUCK! agree with me?? please let me know, if I do. please. please. please. please. please. please. please. please. please. please. please. please. please. please. please. answer me. SO SORRY for the errorsssssssssss.

P.S. thanks to JOEMQI. for explaining me about the one-shot. but.. I think, I failed. :((

Crap. What should I do? Josh would be here in any minute!

I've tried to calm down myself but nothing happened. My heart was still beating hard in my chest. I headed to the kitchen and grabbed a juice on the fridge. I sipped some juice to calm down my nerves. Nothing happened. Whatever. There were stuffs that were more important than Josh-chill-on-the-spine thingy. I was wondering about what happened a while ago in school. Todd must be really out of his mind. I was hoping that school wouldn't know anything about that. of course, they won't find out about it. No one is around when it happened. And Todd wouldn't dare to spill everything to the school staff. But what if it happens? No. He would be dead if he would do that. Calm down Hayles. Everything's going to be fine. Fine.

I was staring blankly on the floor when our doorbell suddenly rang. O-oh. Don't tell me it's Josh already! I was still holding my juice when I headed to the door. I took five three deep breaths before opening it. Josh was standing perfectly on the doorway. He changed into a To Write Love On Her Arms black shirt and a maong shorts. I was stunned.

"Hayles? Aren't you going to let me in?" Josh asked with his brows up.

I completely snapped out of my thoughts."Oh.. Ah. Sorry. Please come in." I replied.

"Sorry, if I come over.. at this time. It's just that.."

"Why?" I asked.

He blushed. What's up with Josh?

"What?" I asked again. His facial expression was bugging me. Then, his stomach made a growling sound.

"I.. I.. don't know how to cook. You see, Im starving. Mom, Dad and Zac left for an important stuff. They never said what it is all about. They don't even left a food for me! So.. Now, Im here. to eat. If it's fine with you"

"You should have said it earlier! C'mon.. Let's cook. But wait for a sec. Just wait somewhere. Okay? I'll just change into my pajamas." I said.

I went straight ahead on my room, running. I washed my face and changed into pajamas. I hurriedly made my way downstairs and headed to the kitchen.

"Josh? C'mon! Game!" I called.

Yeah. I know. Mom left a food for me. And I think that isn't enough for Josh and me. So, we have no choice but to cook.Soon, we prepared everything that we need in cooking. Pasta, chicken breasts, italian dressing, red pepper, onion, parsley and Parmesan cheese. Our kitchen was definitely bustling at that moment. Josh was cooking the pasta. While I, was busy with the other ingredients and chopping stuff. Chop. Chop. Chop. Plol. Plok. Plok.

We were both quiet and I could only hear the bubbling sound of the boiling water. Then, suddenly.

"Ah!"I exclaimed. Blood was oozing on my left index finger. It made me feel dizzy. Crap. I hate it when I see blood. Having a cut must be better than math graphs.

Josh rushed to my side. "Hayley! Are you alright?" He asked worriedly.

"Yeah.. Im fine." I threw the knife on the chopboard. I headed to the sink and washed my finger. Er. I am so clumsy. I washed my hand properly with soap. A moment later, Josh was waiting for me, with a band-aid on his hand. I looked up to him and he smiled to me.

"Here." Placing the band-aid on my scar slowly but surely. His hands were on my fingers.

"Thanks. That won't happen again." I smiled. "Where did you get the band-aid?" I asked.

"I always have some in my pockets." He replied.

"Oh." We were back on our work. I continued chopping and mixing the ingredients together. While Josh was waiting for the pasta. In a little time, pasta was done and we were about to mix everything together. It looked yummy.

"Eating time!" I shouted. Placing the bowl of Zesty Chicken and Pasta over the kitchen counter.

"You hungry?" Josh asked. Eyeing the food.  I was eyeing it too.

I just nodded.

I grabbed two forks. I handed one to him. It was alright for us to eat like that. It never mattered to us if there were no plates. Mom would be suspicious if she saw plates later. After that, we were like waiting for a signal before we start digging on the food. We kept on looking at each other's eye. No one was moving. Yeah. It must be a childish act.

"Ready?" I asked.

"Ready, as I'll ever be." He replied.

One, Two.. Three. "GO!" I shouted. Pig out. Josh and I were digging on the food hungrily. Chewing and chewing and chewing. Boy, it really tasted good. Josh choked when we were in the middle of our "eating contest." I was worried so I filled a glass of water and handed it to him. I was rubbing his back while he was drinking.

"Are you alright?" i asked.

"Ye.. Yeah. that was close."

"C'mon .. Eat again." i handed him the bowl with a grin on my face. He smirked. Anyway, Im full already. Don't want to push myself more. I might vomit later on. He started eating again. As soon as he was done, I cleaned up our mess. While I was washing everything that we have used from cooking, he disappeared from the kitchen. Probably, he was on the living room now.

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I headed to the living room now. Josh was sitting comfortably on the sofa with his one arm on the pillow. He was flipping on the channels. I flopped down next to him. Gah. It's been a really tiring day. after all that happened a while ago. Time flew fast than I thought it would. I was completely puzzled about Josh. I didn't know what he wants from me. Duh? FRIENDSHIP! he wants to gain our friendship back. Hayley? There you go again. But why would he come over here at my house. He should have called his girlfriend named Selena rather than me. He should have asked her to cook for him. Ugh.. Whatever. I washed away the thought.

My chin was resting on the pillow that I was hugging while I leaned on the sofa. My eyes were falling and my body suddenly weighed heavier. My head was falling slowly too. But before it fall hard, I suddenly woke up. Time came when I couldn't barely handle the drowsiness. I just closed my eyes and slumbered.

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I felt like I was floating. Wait. I could feel something, strong and muscular arms, chest. We-wait. What's going on? Oh no. I couldn't open my eyes. I was still tired. I just let them shut. I heard the door swung open and heard a click like the light was turned on. I am in my room now? I guess. Then, I felt that I was laid on a soft and comfy bed. I was covered by a blanket too. Hmm.. What's happening?  I have plenty of time to think about it tomorrow. I .. I.. will.. sleep now. Afterwards, I drifted off.

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TEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERT TEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERT!

crap. My alarm was really a major disaster. Just by the sound of it.

Wait. Why am I on my room? What happened last night? How did I get here? What..? Josh..? Could he?

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No.. Please.. No.. No..

His grip from my shoulders ached so bad. I felt weak which was the reason why I dropped my books and some of my papers on the floor. His face was so close, I could feel his warm breath on my face and it made my stomach churned. Tears suddenly streamed from my eyes.

"Shhh.. Shhh.. Shhhh.." The guy hushed. "Don't cry.."

I kept my eyes close. I didn't want to see anything.

I heard the door swung open which made the guy released me from his tight grip. I opened my eyes and scanned the room. Josh was standing on the door with his hands on the doorknob. He looked mad. His eyes were glued to the guy.

"Hayles, come over here." He said firmly. 

"Man.. Josh, Keep it down." the guy said. "We're just playing around, arent' we?" He was asking me but his gaze was fixed on Josh.

"Shut up, Todd!" Josh yelled.

So, Josh knew the guy. Ughh. My head was aching in pain. Todd made his way to Josh with his broad shoulders was perfectly swaying sideways. He didn't care if his legs might bumped into desks. Josh took one step back. The heat is on. Todd pushed Josh violently, making Josh step back more. Josh looked annoyed and disgusted. Then, he pushed Todd back. This time, he put so much force in pushing him, double force, i say. Todd lifted his closed fist and punched Josh right in the jaw. Knock out already? Josh fell hard on the floor and he bumped into some desks and chairs. That's gotta hurt. Since Josh didn't stand up yet, Todd headed to my direction. Oh no. He was walking slowly to my direction while he was smiling like a mad cow. I took a few steps backward and I came to a stop. I felt the teacher's desk on my lower hip. I need to throw something. Fortunately, I tapped the black board's eraser and without hesitation, I threw it on his face. The chalk's dust was spreaded out on his face. He looked like pissed. He was still wearing that mad cow smile. Panic was here again. I couldn't run because of Josh and my feet was suddenly glued to the floor. He was near to me now. Then, he grabbed me using his huge hands and shook me. Todd's grip from my shoulder was more painful unlike the first one. I kept my eyes shut. Now, he was about to kiss me when all of a sudden.. he was down on the floor. Rolling back and forth while he was holding his back. He was shouting in pain. Josh glanced to me with a chair on his hand. I put my hands on my face and started sobbing. Third day, and this.. this.. happened. He rushed to my side and stroked me gently on the back and hugged me tight.

"Hayles.. It's okay now." He said, while rubbing my back.

I didn't respond. I just sobbed. And buried my face on his chest.

"Shhh.. Hayles. It's over."

I just nodded.

"You stay there. I'll gather your things and then we would leave." He uttered.

Then, he let go of me. He picked up my books and gathered my scattered papers on the floor. He took a glance to Todd's direction and rushed to my side. "C'mon." he whisphered. His one arm was on my waist.

We left Todd alone in the room. Afterwards, we headed to the parking lot. We were almost on his car when sudden;y we stopped walking.

"Hayles, are you really alright?" He asked worriedly.

"Ye..Yessss. Thanks." I replied with a tone of fear.

He put his hand gently on my chin and lifted it slowly. Then, he wiped my tears using his thumb. We were like looking at each other's eye for a moment.

"Hayley, it's alright. We'll go home now. Okay?"

I nodded with an agreement.

We headed to his car. He opened the door for me and waited for me to sat down before he closed the door. My eyes was fixed on my pants. The familiar scent of his car was filling my nose. He was now on his seat, he took a glance at my direction and after that, he put the car into ignition and we buzzed off.

"Josh. Um.. Thanks." I muttered.

"That's nothing. Sorry about Todd. He was really a pervert. He can't control himself sometimes" He said.

"Why is that?" I asked. I was feeling a lot better now. I didn't want to look sad and afraid. Mom and Dad would be worried and it would start an issue. It might end up to something worst like I would transfer to another school, etcetera.

"He was really insane. He was kicked out of the school a few years ago."

"Oh. But how did he get into the school? I mean, everyone is allowed to show a valid ID before entering the campus."

"Yeah. I don't know about that. He must have a connection with the guards. I'm not so sure about it. I haven't heard anything from him since he left the school. Why are you still there in the room anyway? It's almost late."

"Oh.. Is that so? Okay. Oh. Uh.. I fell asleep. May I ask you a favor?"

"Yeah. Sure. What is it?"

"Please. Don't tell anyone about what happened a while ago. Promise?"

"Promise."

"Thanks."

I barely noticed the time. We were now at the side of our street. He got out of the car and headed to my door. He opened it for me and helped me carry my things. We reached our house's door. He flashed a smile to me and I smiled back.

"Thanks for driving me home." I said.

"Anytime, Hayles." he grinned.

I chuckled.

"So.. Umm.. See you tomorrow at school. Good night." He said. Then, he went straight ahead to his car without even looking back.

I opened the door. "Mom.. Dad.. Sorry Im late! I .. I fixed something in the school group project." I lied.

Mom popped out of nowhere, so as Dad. They were wearing a formal dress. What's the occasion? Mom was wearing a black dress and a pearl necklace. She matched it up with a pair of pointed black shoes. Her hair was tied in a bun. Her face had a make up on. While Dad was wearing a tux. Way too formal. What's up with them? Good thing. They haven't noticed the puffiness of my eyes.

"Honey.. We're going on a date. Your Dad and I have decided to go out. Is it alright with you?" Mom asked.

"Yeah. No biggie." I replied.

"We better be going now. There's a food on the fridge. Heat it on the microwave. Okay? take care." Mom said while she gave me a peck on the cheek. After that, they disappeared.

I let out a sigh.

KRINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG! KRINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!

I shrieked. Stupid ring. I must have died from a total shock. I headed to our phone and answered it.

"Hello?" I asked.

"Hi. Hayley?" The voice asked on the other line.

"Yes? Why? Who's this?"

"It's me Josh. May I come over?" He asked calmly.

"Uh.. Sure." I replied.

"Okay. See ya." Then, he hung up.

Now what? Josh is coming! What should I do? Oh crap.

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SLEEPING TIME!

The sound of my ringing alarm woke me up. It was wednesday morning. I let out a groan. "Ughhh.." I got up from my messy bed. Yeah, it was untidy. It was full of mess like papers, my bag, my hair clips, my clothes and breaking dawn book. I didn't want to see what it looked like. It seemed to be that I would be annoyed and spoiled my day.

"What's for today? Hmmmm." I asked myself when I opened my closet.

I scanned my closet, trying to find clothes to wear. I got my black shorts and my red tank top. I grabbed my floral blue leggings and my undies too. I placed my clothes on my bed. Afterwards, I grabbed my towel and headed to the bathroom. I was singing on the shower. And with the headbang. Good thing, I've never hit my head on the bathroom walls. Soon, I was done and left the bathroom with opened doors. I rubbed down myself. Then, I slipped into my clothes. I snatched the blower over the table and I blowed dry my hair. I glanced at the full-length mirror and studied myself.

Not a bad get up. I thought.

I put my make-up on. Just an eyeliner and lipbalm. I stuffed my things on my bag and made my way to downstairs.

"Mom.. Morning.. " I paused. Then, I took a second glance at my mom. She was hugging someone. Both of them looked to me. It was Dad.

"Dad! You're back!" I rushed to my Dad's side and hugged him. "I missed you so much. How's the trip?"

Dad went to HongKong for job stuff. That was the reason I haven't seen him around this past few months. He was busy with his work. I was planning a day with him.

"Good. Sorry Hayles, if I haven't called. It's just that Im so busy. My boss kept flooding me with papers."He said.

"That's fine dad. I understand." I replied. Mom and Dad smiled at me. We headed to dining table and then, I saw the foods on the table. I dropped my bag somewhere. I flopped down on my seat and started eating my food. I was almost done when the door bell rang. Mom and Dad looked up to me.

Who could that be? Muds.. Josh?! Josh said last night that he would pick me up! What a stupid brain Hayles. You completely forgot about it!

"Mom.. Dad.. I uh.. gotta go. See ya later!" I said while I stood up from my seat.

"Wait. Are you done eating?" Dad asked.

"Hayles, do you have a date?" Mom asked.

"No. No. No. Josh said that he would pick me up. Uh-huh Im done. Buh-bye." I waved goodbye and grabbed my bag on the floor. I rushed to our door. I was panting. I fixed my hair with my hands. I took a deep breath and opened the door.

"Hi." he said with a smile on his face.

"Hi." I smiled back.

"Shall we?" he asked.

"Sure." I could feel the chills on my spine. There was a huge knot on my stomach. Then, I saw a car on the sidewalk. He led me there and opened the second door of the car. I was wondering why he opened that. It supposed to be the first one. Whatever. I flopped down on my seat and he closed the car's door.

O-oh. Selena is seating beside Josh! No, No, I mean.. She's with us. Wha..

"Hi." I mumbled to her.

"Hi." She looked to me. And then, she shot me an annoyed look. Like I was crashing their moment. And Josh opened his door and sat down. He put the car into ignition. And we buzzed off.

Hey! Josh asked me in the first place! I didn't know that you would be here with me on the car! So, don't you give me that look Selena. I would love to pull your hair off! HMP! 

Hayley, Calm down..

I switched my gaze on the window. I thought this moment would be better. But it was completely awkward and annoying. And then, Selena was along with us. Urgh. I felt like I didn't belong here. How much I wanted to disappear.

Next thing I knew, the car stopped. We were in school now. I got out of the car.

"Josh. Thanks for the ride." I called. I was about to ran off when he was signaling something, using his eyes. He was talking about Selena I guess.

"Selena, do ya want me to walk you to class?" Josh asked.

"Mmm.. No. No. Uh.. you go ahead." She replied. Then, she scowled at me.

"Oh.. Okay. Hayles, C'mon!" He called.

I rushed to his side. "What's the matter with you and Selena? You two are in a fight or something?" I asked.

"Kinda. Never mind about that." He smiled at me.

"Sure."

"Hayles, see ya at the room later. Gonna catch up with the guys." Then, he pointed to his friends.

I just nodded. I made my way to the bustling hallway. Everyone was busy. There were flying papers, some were playing, running, talking, texting and so on. Some were making out. Gross. I looked away. I reached my locker and opened it. Whoa. There was a red paper over my books. Somebody must have slipped it there. Hmm.. Never mind. I closed my locker after I grabbed some of my books. And headed to my room.

The bell rang. Third time.

We stood up. Then,  "Good morning class." She greeted.

"Good morning Madam." We said in unison.

"Take your seats."

"Thank you, Madam." We replied.

"So now, we're having a lesson all about graphing. Parabola, Hyperbola and so on.."

Graphs. Freak! I hate graphs. Really HATE it. super HATE it.

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Math period was done. I was on my last period now. Time was like a tornado. It was kinda boring at this time. My eyes were falling. I bowed down my head on my desk. Mr. Gabby wouldn't noticed me. He was so busy flirting with the girls in the front rather than paying attention in teaching and students who were sleeping. How would I pay attention? Like I said, he was busy on flirting. He was such an ass. I couldn't believe that he was a teacher. Men. How much I wanted to kick his ass and slap his face. Hmp! He was getting on my nerves. Then, I fell asleep because of too much annoyance. And I felt like I was so tired.

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Someone was shaking me.

"Wha.. No!" I groaned. I shrugged off the hand over my shoulders. Then, that someone shook me again.

"Hey!! Some..one.is.." Dumbstruck. Oh no. Empty seats. I was the only one left. I fell asleep for a long time. Ugh. Crap. I looked up to my side. Someone was standing beside me.

"Yes?" I asked. I was on my seat.

"You fell asleep?" The guy laughed. I studied him first.  He looked like on his 20's, his eyes were hazel green, his lips was thin and his body was huge. His brows were thick but it looked right to him. You could see the veins and tendons on his arms. His hair was a bit wavy and it was colored brown. He was wearing a green fitting shirt and khaki shorts. He had a beard. Eww.

I stood up and grabbed my things. I didn't want to talk to strangers. I thought he was Josh. But he wasn't. So..

"How about.. we stay here for a while?" He asked while walking to my direction. I stepped back. Men, this guy was crazy. Then, he grabbed my shoulders. Ouch. It hurts. Then, slowly his face was moving towards my face. I couldn't move. His body was bigger than mine. I felt like my bones were crushing. Don't you tell me he would kiss me! Think. Think. Think! Crap. Lord, Please. i don't want to die. Please.

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Ok. So Josh opened the door for me. He was such a gentleman, wasn't he? His face was inches from mine and I was like an idiot because I closed my eyes. I thought he would kiss me. Duh. Hayley, are you out of your mind? He just opened the door for you. It's not like he will kiss you. And he has a girlfriend. Knock it off.

"Hayley? Is there something wrong? Are you trying to imagine something?" Josh asked.

Flush away. I snapped back to reality. How many poise left? I guess this is strike two. I don't want to undergo on such humiliation ever again. I shook my head. I opened my eyes and flashed him a grin. He grinned back. He was still holding the doorknob, waiting for me to step outside. Then, he streched out his hand, like when boys ask girls to dance, we would not dance okay?but his hand was towards outside. It was like 'ladies first' or giving me a signal like 'you go ahead first'. I smiled at him and took a few steps. I heard the door closed.

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We were walking on the sidewalk now. I didn't want to start the conversation. Whenever I remembered what happened a while ago, my cheeks were burning and I would love to pull my hair off. It was better to keep my mouth shut and not to utter words. Completely awkward. I could hear the crickets. The cold air of the night was sending chills on my spine. Wait. Was that because of the wind? Or was it because of Josh? We were silent for a moment. Like, library thingy.

"Hayley....?" he began.

I looked up to him. "Yeah?" I answered.

"May I ask you something?"

"You're already asking." I said with a grin on my face.

Then, he smirked. Hmm.. It felt so good that we were like starting all over again. We were? I really missed him.. soooo much.

"I'm just wondering.. Can you tell me about our childhood years? Just a bit."

"Sure.. We're best of friends. We shared a lot of things together like foods, toy cars and so on. Yeah, you know I'm really into boy stuff. So, don't be suprised. Okay? Moving on.. You put a dead cockroach on your father's shoe. And your father was like screaming your name. He was so mad. I thought he would have heart attack. That was hilarious." I said, laughing.

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*FLASHBACK:

I was in Josh's home when he did that. I was not completely aware that he would put that dead cockroach on his father's shoe. He said that he would get some toys upstairs and he said that I must wait on the living room. It took him so long to get those toys. A moment later, he appeared in front of me. He was wearing a wide grin on his face. There was something going on. And then, his father shouted.

"Joshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!" Mr. Farro shouted. I think his ear was like the train. Chaga-Chooooooooooooog-Choooooooooog. And his face was red, like a tomato.

"Oh-Oh. Hayles, let's go." He exclaimed. Then, he grabbed my wrist. We were going to escape. We might have some serious sanctions if we would stay there. It would make things worst.

We walked slowly and quietly--like tiptoeing.He reached for the doorknob. And opened the door. Josh slammed the door shut. And we ran off like crazy. It was like we were running like a cheetah. Great. I was panting so hard.

"Jo...sh.. Pause.. for .. a minute.." I said. catching my breath.

"O..h.. kay.." He said. Panting too.

Then, we hid behind the trees. Our feets were aching. and we didn't want to run again.

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"Really? I did that?" he asked. He drew a smile on his face.

"Yeah! You think I would make that up?"

"No.. No. No.. I just.. I never thought I would do such a hilarious stuff."

"Of course you would. Look, we were kids when you did that. And everyone had their silly stuff. Every children undergo on that circumstances. Just in different time and places."

"Yeah."

We met each other's gaze and then both of us roar with laughter.

"What else?" he asked.

How demanding. "Um.. Let me think.. I was walking along the riverbanks when I saw you, drowning at the other side of the river. You were screaming at the top of your lungs. 'Help. Help.' again and again and again. And I called for help. Of course, your brother Zac came to the rescue. Lifesaver. You said that you were playing with you toy car, not far from the river. You got a little annoyed with it, and threw it in the water. You realized that it was the gift of your father! You didn't want to disappoint him, so, you tried your best to swim in to the river to get it. Unfortunately, you drowned. But Zac the superman saved your life. Good thing he knew how to swim. Thanks to him. I thought I would lose you." I was shocked. Oh. Oh.. I think it was right to mentioned the last part. Oh crap. Was I caught?. Muds.

"Yah. Thanks to him. And thanks to you, too."

"Anytime, Josh." I simply replied.

"Where's your house?" He asked.

"Over there." I replied, pointing our house.

"Oh. Wow. Your house is totally cool yet simple."

"I know, right?"

Afterwards, he punched me lightly on my arms. Then, I looked up.

"Hey! What's that for?" I asked him. I was so shocked that he would do that.

"Nothing. Its just that.."

"Got something to say?" I cut him off.

We were on our front lawn and we were facing each other. Doog- Doog- Doog- Dooog. Ok.

"Mmhmmm.. Im just wondering if we can start over again? I mean, let's be friends."

Crickets. What would I say? Hayles, just give him a nod. Why don't you do it? Are you out of your mind? What? Are you expecting something more? Like lovers? Duh. He has a girlfriend. How many times do I have to tell you that.

I just stared him for a moment.

"So...? What do you say?"

He was waiting for my response. Why couldn't I speak? Muds.

"Su..Sure." I stuttered.

"Wow. That's great!" There was an enthusiasm on his tone. He hugged me so tightly. I hugged him back. I thought I would break. Argh.. His body was brawny. I could feel the muscles on his arms. Aw. This was good. And then. He let go.

"Goodnight. Thanks for walking me home." I said cheerfully.

"No problem. I'll pick you up tomorrow. What do you say?" He asked.

Pinch me. Was this for real? He wanted to see me again. Yeah. Duh?

"Sure." I replied. "Oh. wait! How about Selena? She might get mad at me or something." I was feeling a bit tense.

"No. She won't. Do you trust me?" His gaze was melting me.

"I do trust you." I responded.

"See ya tomorrow."

Then we walked on different ways. I headed to our door and opened it.

"Mommmmmmmmmm.. Im home. Sorry, Im late." I said apologetically." I'll just put the payment for the painting at the side table on the living room."

"Okay. That's fine, honey." She said. She was on our kitchen. Preparing our dinner. It smelled so good.

"What's for dinner?" My stomach made a loud growling sound. Ah.. I didn't noticed that I was starving to death.

"Favorite. Carbonara."

Aw. I grabbed my plate and start digging on my food. I ate it hungrily. Satisfied.

I was done eating and headed upstairs. I had so much fun. Even though the most shocking news was popped out of nowhere. Josh had an amnesia. And he wanted to start over again. That was the big plus. And I agreed that he would pick me up tomorrow morning. I opened my bedroom's door and grabbed my towel that was hanging at the back of my door. Ugh. My room was kinda messy again.  No matter how many times I've tried to fix that freaking room of mine. Still.. No luck had come my way. I wanted to organize my things. It was hard to move around when your room was full of crumpled papers, headset, CD's, journals, notebooks, books, and many more stuff. Blasted. I made my way to the bathroom and cleaned up. Ughhhh. Good thing, we didn't have tons of evil homeworks. Soon, I was done. And I just threw the towel on the chair. I flopped on my bed and closed my eyes.. I was hoping for a good morning tomorrow. Couldn't wait to see Josh Farro. And I drifted off..

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"The Farros." Mom replied.

Oh. My. Gosh. I was definitely frozen on my seat. My heart was like crushed and my head was spinning. My mind was clouded with different thoughts. I got up from my seat and headed to the kitchen. I grabbed a juice on the fridge and sat down on the chair at the kitchen counter. I was staring blankly outside the window with a poker face. Ugh.. The Farros.

"Hayley? Honey? You there?" Mom called.

It took me thirty seconds to snapped out of my thoughts.

"Uh.. Yes Mom. Why?" I asked.

"Can you do me a favor?"

" What is it Mom?"I asked over.

"Could you bring this painting to the Farros? I already finished it."

"Oh. Okay." I simply replied. I was wearing an I-think-we-have-an-emergency look on my face. Ugh. The panic was here again.

"But before that. May you come over here and help me with the wrapping thing?"

"Sure."

I helped Mom on wrapping the painting with a brown paper. It was like a manila paper. The painting was kinda light. Then, a moment later. We were done.

"Now, honey, don't forget to take good care of the painting. Don't let it fall on your way through the Farro's home. Do you understand?" Mom said.

"Yes, Mom."I replied.

Afterwards, I was outside our house and with a painting on my arms. I was talking to myself. So, Josh was really back. He really was. But how come he didn't recognized me at all? Argh. I think I was having a replay of silly thoughts in my head. Josh. Josh. Josh. It was like his name was written on my head. Freak. I looked around. i haven't noticed that I was outside of their house now, and about to knock. The painting suddenly weighed five pounds. I gulped and knocked on the door. " Coming up!" the voice said. "okay." I mumbled to myself. A moment later,the door swung open. I forgot how to blink. It was Josh. I felt like the painting was about to slipped on my arms. My heart was beating faster.

"Hayley? What are you doing here?" He asked.

"Um.. Can't you see? I brought the painting. This is for your Mom." I said.

Was I being sarcastic?

"Oh. Okay. Come in." He said.

Their house was very simple and cozy. It was painted white and the curtains were color green. Very refreshing to the eyes. There were furnitures around the corner, and a bookshelf near the door. Paintings and pictures were hanging on the wall.

"Have a seat."he said to me, pointing the sofa.

I made my way way through there. I sat down while holding the painting in front of me.

"Mom. The painting's here!" He shouted.

Then, he smiled at me. Muds. I felt like a melting candle on my seat. He was so handsome. I smiled back. Her mom appeared on the living room.

"Ma'am, here's the painting." I slowly tapped it.

"thanks for bringing it over. What's your name?"she asked.

"umm.. Hayley." I was like an idiot.

She rushed to my side and hugged me. I nearly fell over.

"Oh! Hayley! You're a grown-up now! I've missed you so much! I didn't know it is you!" she exclaimed. She was so glad to see me. It made me feel glad inside too.

Josh was shocked from what her Mom did to me. "I missed you too, Mrs. Farro." I said, while rubbing her back.

"Mom. You know her?" Josh asked, looking to her Mom and then to me. There was a confused look on his face.

"Yes, dear. She was your childhood bestfriend." she replied, smiling.

I wondered why Josh asked it. He really didn't recognized me at all. Did he bumped into a wall or something?

"Oh. I..I.. can't remember her." He said. He looked sad about it.

I felt like my heart was crushed.

"And why is that?" I asked calmly. I could feel tears in my eyes.

Josh's mom led me to the kitchen. Her arms were on my shoulders.

"Hayley.. Honey, there's something you have to know." her mom said, facing me. Her facial expression was serious and worried.

"What is it Mrs. Farro?" I asked.

My heart was about to jumped off. There was something bad going on. I think it was bad. You know, by the look on Mrs. Williams face. She was like in pain or something.

"Josh had an accident when we were in to Canada. We were driving his dad's car one day when we've collided with another car across the street. He has been hospitalized for a month or so. He has an amnesia. So, he can't remember you at all. That's the reason. Im so sorry Hayles. I hope you'll understand his situation. But if you want, you can help him to remember his memories, specially his childhood memories. It is almost 12 years ago since he last saw you. So, he couldn't barely recognized you." Her mom replied.

My head was like it was hammered a million times. It ached so bad. My body was about to tremble but I managed to calm down. "S..s.. So.. that's the rea.. reason why he can't remember who I am." i stuttered.

"Yes honey. He fainted this morning, right? When you have that eye to eye contact, a while ago, his head began to ache so bad-- he said. And then he swooned. Im so worried. I thought it was something worst, but fortunately it wasn't." her mom explained.

I just nodded.Dumbstruck.

One hour later. I noticed that it was getting late. I have to go home. Mom must be worried. My task was to deliver, just to deliver the painting not to hang out at the Farro's place.

"Hayley, wanna join us for dinner?" Mrs. Farro asked.

"Uhmm.. Thanks, but I have to go. Mom's waiting for me." I wanted to stay.

"Maybe.. next time?" looking hopeful.

"Wow! That wud be great. Sure. Sure." I replied with a nod.

"Just come over any time." she said, smiling.

"Wow. Thanks." I hugged her.

"Josh.. Could you walk Hayley home?"her mom asked Josh.

Oh-oh. Here we go again. My heart was throbbing. Flushed.

"Oh...! sure. no biggie." Josh replied.

"Good." her mom said.

"Umm.. Mrs. Farro, thanks again. See you soon." I mumbled.

"Sure, dear. Take care."she replied. She disappeared-- went to the kitchen, I guess.

Josh looked to me. He opened the door. Men. I can feel the pressure. My mind was saying. His face was like inches from me.

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I don't know what to do to the next chapter. help please?? suggestions??

:| thanksssssssssssssssssssss. it's kinda short--------again.

There was a commotion happening outside our room. I wondered what was that all about. I got curious about it, so I got up from my seat and left our classroom. "I heard it was Josh!" the girl next to me eclaimed. I turned around, facing her. "Wha.. What happend to him?" I asked. "I think he fainted. But he's brought to clinic already." she replied. "Oh." I couldn't say I was snooping around. I was just a little too worried. I headed to the clinic. When I finally reached the clinic's door, I saw Selena. She was walking back and forth with her eyes staring on the floor. She kept on rubbing her palms together. Her facial expression was impatient and worried. I hesitated to walked in. I mean, I didn't have the rights to be there inside. We were not that close and Im not his girlfriend either. How assuming. I turned around slowly and headed my way back to the classroom. The crowd had disappeared suddenly. They were back to what they were doing before that incident. I glanced up at my watch and I nearly gasped. Oh no. Three minutes left and the bell would start ringing madly again. I ran.

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I was breathing heavily when I reached my seat. Then, the bell rang. Just on time. Madame Montoya greeted us a good morning and we responded, greeting her too. She faced us, "As you all know, Mr. Farro is  in the clinic right now. He'll be back before the second period starts. Oh. And he fainted because of .. never mind." she said. I wondered what was the reason. ` The first period of my class was homeroom. The usual. The second period was Math. I hate Math. Numbers were like huge monsters. yeah, right. I was still worried about Josh. Was he alright? I could barely pay my whole attention to my class adviser. I was doodling at the back of my notebook. I was writing a poem. No. No. I think it wasn't a poem. It was a song. I didn't notice that the bell rang, signaling that Math was next. I have gone too far from my thoughts. My attention was focused on my pen and paper. Josh was on his seat now, beside me. His hand was on his forehead. Maybe he was massaging his head, just to ease up.

I was staring blankly on his direction. Boy, I was lost. I haven't became aware of that he was looking to me---probably. I just noticed  it when I was about to blink. It seemed like he was analyzing something deep down in his thoughts. He looked like troubled or something. My stomach did that flipping thing again. Next thing I knew, I was locked in his gaze. I really have no idea if he was really staring at me. I was practically acting like I was in cloudnine. "Ms. Williams? Ms. Williams? What's the answer?" Madame asked. At that moment, everyone shifted their eyes on me. Like they were waiting if I would answer the question or just ignore it. I was taken aback. "H..Huh? Umm.. Madame, what's the question again? Sorry." I said apologetically. "What's this?" she asked. Pointing a particular part of the circle. I knew it. "Madame, It's a radius." I answered. "Good."she said.

Then, she started mumbling about that stupid circle. What's with the circle anyway? Why put a big deal out of it? HUH? yeah. I didn't want to pull myself with the pressure again. NO. knock it off. When I looked at my side, Josh was still staring at me. Was is it me? Or was it someone else? But, my stomach was doing that flipping thing again. And I was sweating like hell, though it was a cold day. I looked around, well Im trying to be sure if he was really staring at me. snap! He was staring at the window, not on me. Blasted. So, I end up disappointed again. Ha-ha. Broke.

Time was like flying. I was waiting for the bell. I was on my last class.

KRINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

Perfect.

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I was already home. School to home walks were like chicken to me now. I saw Mom on the living room. She was doing some finishing touches on her painting. "Hey Mom. How's it going?" i called. I managed my way to our cozy living room. I took a seat on the sofa, while I kept on eyeing the painting. I was really into it. Captivated. "Good, I guess." She replied. "For whom is that painting, Mom?" I asked. " This is for our neighbor, a few blocks away from our house. I heard they just got home from Canada like last month. They lived here since you were a baby." Mom replied. History. "Oh. Really? That is so cool. Who are they?" "The Farros."

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that's it. boring chap as always.

Tuesday Morning.

TEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERT TEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERT.

Blasted! My alarm tone was completely a mess. It was making my day a bit annoying. Bang. I slapped the button, rolled over and groaned. I got up and went to the bathroom. While I was taking a bath, I remembered my modus operandi for this day. “Talk to Josh plan.” You know. Sort of an interview stuff but in a friendly way. I have to find out if he was Josh, my childhood best friend. I was feeling a bit nervous then. My stomached flipped. Few minutes later, I was finally done! I organized my things and stuffed them to my bag. I made my way downstairs. “Mom.. Morning!” I greeted while I was heading to the dining room. “Hi.. sweetie! Morning, too.” She replied. I flopped to the chair and started eating bread. It was a bread roll with marble & chocolate flavor and coated with sugar like in donuts. Yummy. Muds. I was starting to pig out. Enough with the bread, Hayley. My conscience said. Right.. just one more bite. I replied. And then after that one last bite, I got up. “Mom! See ya later! I have to go!” I shouted. She was somewhere near the sofa, finishing her painting. She mentioned that she had a customer that needed her service badly. That painting was needed like tomorrow or the day after tomorrow according to my Mom. She was a great painter, I say. Her painting were like the abstract ones. Very expressive. But you can see clearly what she was trying to express or something. “sure honey.. take care.” She said. I was out of our house when I heard what she said.

The sun was slowly rising up to the sky. Its rays were shining brightly to me. It was not that hot and the wind was blowing my hair softly. I started to walk at the sidewalk. A few moments later, someone was following me. I felt a twinge of fear that this someone was dangerous. I glanced back, trying to be sure if someone was following. Then, this guy looked up to me. His face was full of emotions. Like he was longing for something. No, not a bad guy. False alarm Hayles. It was Josh Farro. The guy whose seat was beside me. Look at the timing Hayley. Perfect!  I started to walked slowly. And then, he was now on my side. He was a bit shy. I thought.

“Hayley, right?” Josh asked.

“Yeah. Hello Josh.” I said.

C’mon Hayley, ask him. My mind said.

“So.. umm. How are you?” He asked.

It was really awkward, imagining that .. you know. I was with him. Right at this very moment. This. This! Had never been a part of my freakin’ plan. Crap.

“Good. Thanks. And you?” I asked him back.

“Good, I guess.”

I didn’t know what to say. I could feel my cheeks were burning and my palms were all sweaty. I was definitely tongue-tied. I didn’t want to start the conversation even if I want to ask him badly. Confidence Hayles. It’s now or never. What do you think? My mind kept on bugging me. What the.. “Aryt. Aryt.” I mumbled. “What did you just say?” he asked. “Oh.. nothing. Never mind.” I uttered. Total humiliation. Oh.. think of something Hayley. And then suddenly ..

“Hey Josh!” a pretty girl uttered. Waving her hands. She made her way to us. Afterwards, she hugged Josh and kiss him on the cheek.

“Who’s this?” she asked looking to me.

“She’s umm.. my classmate. Hayley, this is Selena, my girlfriend. Selena, this is Hayley.” Josh replied.

So, Josh has a girlfriend. Jealousy was crawling to my body. Selena just stared at me with those eyes. She just kept on eyeing me like something suspicious was going on. Then.. she whispered something to Josh which made him say..

“Hayley, we’re going somewhere. You go ahead. See ya at school.” And then they disappeared.

Move on, Hayles. I reached the school gate and I started walking inside. I headed to my lockers and put some stuff inside it. The bell rang. First bell. I have plenty of time to roam around at school.

♥♥♥

I was walking to the soccer fields when someone shouted my name. I was looking around. I didn’t know where it come from. Then, Emily showed up.

“Hi..” she said smiling.

Emily was behind my seat in class. She was kind and mostly quiet.

“Oh. Hi.” I replied.

Then.. the second bell rang.

“We better hurry. Few minutes later the bell might ring again. I think Madame Montoya is throwing a surprise quiz today.”

She mumbled. Madame Montoya. She was our class adviser.

“Sure. Sure. Let’s go then.” I replied.

We were heading back to our classroom when I saw Josh. He was leaning on his locker. Talking with his girlfriend. I looked away when we caught each other’s eye. My stomach did that 180 degree flipped.

Josh was talking to his girlfriend when He and Hayley caught each other’s eye. Hayley quickly looked away. There was something about Hayley that made Josh’s head ache so bad. Like, someone was hammering his head so hard. Panic crawled over Josh. He was feeling dizzy. His vision was suddenly making a blur. What was happening?. Why.. Why.. And then. Bang.

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TOO BAD.

As I was walking to the hallway, I felt like many heads were turning around to look at me. Probably because my hair was riot orange and everyone seemed to noticed it. Man. I was so shy, all i could was stared at the floor and walked swiftly. I heard people were giggling after I passed by. Whatever. I've reached my room. My oh-so-simple classroom. It was painted with dirty white and there was a huge cork board at the back. Must be for reminders and posting stuff. I thought. There was a bookshelf at the corner. And huge windows. Everyone was bustling. Great. I took my seat.

KRRRRIIIINNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!

That was the third bell. Everyone took their seats. And a 40-year old lady marched suddenly inside the room. She had a huge eyeglasses. That was the first thing I saw. I wondered how much grade does it have. And she said.."Goodmorning class..." This was the start. I thought.

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Okay. I have completely survived the first day of school. Cheers. It was really stressful and boring to me. I was walking home when something crossed my troubled thoughts. Guess what? Josh sat beside me! Here's the thing. Before the third bell rang. He walked in to the classroom and looked around to see if there was an empty seat. Luckily, it was the one beside me. I didn't have proofs that he was really the Josh I knew. Maybe, maybe.. they have the same name. I haven't heard any news about Josh's family since they left. I've waited for him for years but unfortunately no Josh Farro showed up. Everynight, I was having the same dreams. The one that.. He promised that he would be back. Ohhhh.. I felt like crying. Josh. Josh. My stupid mind kept on reminding me about him. I finally moved on. Or I only thought that I have moved on. I walked inside our house.. "Mom.. I'm home.." I shouted. "Hayles.. How's the first day?" Mom asked. She popped her head in the kitchen's door. I nearly shrieked. "Ummm.. It was good." I lied. "Oh. So, did you have acquiantances?" "Yeah.. Probably.. Oh! Mom, so sorry. I have to finish some of my school stuffs. Later.." I went upstairs heading to my room. How many times I lied to my Mom. Aw. This is awful. When I opened the door, I walked inside and throw my bag at the side of my table. I laid myself to my bed, closing my eyes. It had been a heavy day. and then.. I closed my eyes and drifted off.

I knew that I was dreaming. No matter how I tried to run to reach Josh. I couldn't. I was panting. I was shouting his name but no sounds were coming out of my mouth. My throat was aching. I felt like I was gasping. I tripped over, crying. I couldn't reached Josh. He seemed to be far away.. Away from me. I tried to get up, to run faster but whenever I tried, my feet suddenly weighed harder and harder making me pant more and feelin' tired. I couldn't see him. It seemed like he was nowhere to be seen. He was gone. He was..

"Joshhhhhhhhhhhh!" i shouted. I woke up. Oh my. Whew. Nightmare? Hay.. I glanced at my clock, it was 7:30 pm. I fell asleep. I was sweating like hell. Haven't changed my uniform yet. "How.. in the world.. Josh again.."i mumbled. This wouldn't stop. " Honey.. Hayley.. Time for dinner." Mom shouted. "Mom.. I've got tons work to do. Sorry. Probably, I'll grab something later when my hunger strikes."I replied. "Okay. Honey." Mom said. I got up and headed to the bathroom. A moment later.. I was on my pajamas. I flopped to my chair near the window. I was relaxing myself... staring into the moon when Josh entered my thoughts again. Ugh.. Josh. Again. I let out a sigh. First, I was a little annoyed. But later on, I was wondering about him. Where could he be? Were they back? Since when? SHUT IT. I have to find out.. What was really the identity of that Josh Farro beside me. Everything. I was determined to find out the truth.

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sorry for the mistakes. I've edited this again.

"Hayley..There's something I want to tell you.."He said while he was rubbing his palms slowly."What is it?"I asked."Ummm.."he started."Oh. Tell me. what?"His facial expression was bugging me. He seemed sad. "We're leaving this afternoon..Sorry, I didn't tell you this before. I didn't know. Mom just told me the thing about leaving this morning.."Josh exclaimed. Well I was on a complete shock just then. Even though Im just a kid. A thought of a friend leaving never crossed in my mind. Not to mention, It's Josh. My best friend. We've been best of friends for almost year. We shared a lot to each other. Even wildest secrets like, he put a dead cockroach on his father's shoe. Oh. Moving on.. He saw me staring on the grass. Then he shook me. "Hayles..C'mon.. I'll be back soon."he promised. "It's not like I would be gone like forever. Let's play. Enjoy the time left. Please?" he pleaded. Plus he gave me that puppy eyes.

"Sure. Let's play." I said plainly.

After 5 hours.. her mom showed up."JOSH!" she said with a tone like she was looking for his son and she found him. "Josh..Honey.. we're leaving now. It's quite earlier than the time expected." then she turned to me." Hayles, Im so sorry we have to leave. We will miss you."she said, hugging me. I nearly choked. "Goodbye hayles."he said like he was about to cry.Josh looked back. And then, they turned around and left. He seemed so sad. Then they disappeared when they reached another block of the driveway. I was standing there alone in our front lawn. Goodbye hayles. Goodbye hayles. Goodbye hayles. Goodbye Hayles. His last word were playing on my head. Again and again and again. I felt miserable. Why was that? "Josh." I whisphered. Then..

TEEEEEEEEEEEERT TEEEEEEEEEEEEERT. TEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERT. TEEEEEEEEERT.

Okay. That dream really happened way back in my childhood years. And I was dreaming about it again and again and again. Busted.

"Wha....." I groaned. I slapped the button of my alarm clock for it to stop ringing crazy. Muds. The tone of my alarm clock was such a mess. I rolled over. Hugging my pillow. "Just a dream.." I said to myself. Afterwards, I closed my eyes again. The sound of someone's knocking insanely at my door woke me up. "Hayley! Hayley! Will you please wake up?? Hayley!! Hayley!" My mom shouted. Urgh. It was Monday as far as i could remember. First day of class. Torture. Ughhhh. " Hayley! You're gonna be late! It's already 7!"she yelled again."Oh yeah! Im coming up.. wait a sec!"i said loudly. I got up and rushed to the bathroom. I bathed quickly. Well, it was a rush hour. What else could i do? Im running out of time. So.. After that freaking rush hour. I got dressed and hurriedly made my way downstairs. I nearly fell over. I was making loud noises. Mom was little annoyed. She scowled at me. I don't have manners when eating on a rush. Jeez. Gonna be late for school. Faster. I've had enough for breakfast. That's it. "Mom.. See ye later!" I shouted. I ran until I reached the sidewalk. School's near. 5 minutes walking.

KRINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGG!

school bell? I've reached the school.. just in time.

it sounded like a ring on the phone rather than a school bell. HAHA. whatever. I was giving nasty comments again. afterwards, I remembered that I have to go to the MPR. MPR-- i didnt even know what does it meant. I have to get my schedule. Panting. That was probably the first bell.. the third bell meant that it would be the start of the class and everyone must be on their rooms -- according to someone. "Excuse me ma'am..?" I asked the 35-looking lady on the front desk. "Yes, May i help you?"She asked. looking up."Yes, please. May i have my class schedule?" "What's your name?" "Hayley Williams, ma'am." "Ah..here. Section C. Don't get confused with the rooms, aryt? goodluck." she said. "thanks."i whisphered.

I got out of MPR and finding where my stupid locker was. Locker 34. Ugh.. I was walking with my head down when I collided with someone. and bang. My things were scattered on the floor. My books and some of my stuff. I bent down, gathering my things. How lucky Hayley. You've just collided with someone. Next thing I knew, he was helping me. He touched my hand without even knowing when I was getting my journal. He finally looked to me. "Oh..sorry. here." he said, standing up. "thanks."I replied. I got out of his way and headed to lockers. He looked wierdly familiar. It seemed like it was Josh. Josh? Josh? Oh. No.

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is it bad? i mean my story? and my grammar? hmmmm.. please let me know.XD it's kinda short.

sorry.