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Hayley's POV.

Days had passed blankly to me, yet so fast. I don't care about everything. Im just too fed up with my thoughts that made me pay less attention to them. Everyone was talking about the stupid ball, their date, their dress, their other plans after and much more. It really does annoy me at first 'cause I can't talk to the people properly. I wud ask them a question and they will answer it automatically but they'll shift the topic to ball. Pretending that I'm listening, I just nod to express my agreement on whatever they're saying. I didn't talk much too. I just hate opening my mouth to speak these days, there's no reason for me to communicate with them anyways. I don't know if I am the problem or they are. Whatever. I didn't talk to Josh for almost two weeks. I couldn't explain. I just want to stay quiet like forever. I sighed. Night was crawling in, covering the yellow orange sky. Just another dull night.

"You excited?" Emily asked over the phone. Just few more days and the ball is really gonna roll. Gah.

"No. I am not EXCZITOAD." I mumbled.

"Why not? You're not coming?"

It seems like she wants me to be there. Crap. Now what? "No, I don't have any plans on attending." I replied.

"Oh please. You must go."She urged. I remain silent. "Please, Hayley. Please. Please." She pleaded.

"Oh boy. Okay, if it's not for you, im not going really. But since you just like beg, okay. Im going now. I can't stand leaving you like this. Haha." I respond. Pfffft. Now what? This is really serious. Very serious. I don't have money yet to buy that dress. Im dead.

"Wait. There's someone on the other line."I said, urgently hitting the number 2. "Hello?"

"Hayley, this is yer aunt. How are you sweetie?"Her voice was a bit hoarse.

"Im good, auntie. How bout you?" I asked.

"Good, honey. Thanks. Anyway, I'll come by tomorrow. Okay? I have to take good care of a precious one like you."

"Thanks." I muttered.

"I have to go and pack things. See ya tomorrow. Take care sweetie." Then, she hung up.

I sighed and turned to Emily. "Hey."

"You must promise that you'll come." Emily said.

"Yes. Okay. Okay. I'll come. I promise. Anyway, who's taking you to the ball?"I asked. Crap. I dont have a partner. Screw me.

"Zac."She replied.

"Farro?" It's hard to mention this name.

"Yah. Why?"

"Nothing. Oh. I have to go. See ya on Monday." I hung up. That must be rude. But there's something that bothers me.I can't even explain what it is.

 

Josh's POV.

Days are too long and slow for me. And Hayley didn't say any single word to me since the class started. She barely talk and laugh. Whenever I look at her during class hours, she's just staring outside like hypnotized. She didn't pay much attention on discussions too. Some of our classmates and teachers threw an evil glance at her. People could be so mean sometimes. Hayley didn't do anything wrong to them, so why they act like that? Hayley must be busy with her own world, not minding everyone else. I wonder who is she going with on the ball.

I grabbed my phone who is seating on my desk. Dialed Hayley's number and waited. I hit the end button before Hayley picked up the phone. Whew. That was close. What's really wrong with both of us?

My phone snoozed. Someone's calling.

 

Hayley's POV.

Great. Someone called, but when I already have the phone on my ear, the line went dead.

Aw. I passed to Mom and Dad's picture in the living room and whispered hello. It's not really an insane thing to do, isn't it? I walked straight to my room and flopped down on my bed.

"Just few more days. And it's gonna get the beast out of me." I mumbled. No, I won't think about it. I drifted off.

"Auntie!" I called as I gave her a tight hug. She just arrived from her trip. Aw. I'm thankful, at least, I have someone around and I don't have to be lonely. Aunt Cheska looks like a teenager, like me. Haha. She has this long hair, down to her waist. With the color I love, magenta. Her eyes were green, like mine. The eyebrows were perfectly shaped. She's just so gorgeous. In short, like a supermodel.

"How's my Hayley?" She smiled.

"Good. How's the trip?" I asked. I reached for some of her luggage and help her to get them all inside.

"Fine, sweetie. So, How's highschool?"

"Good, I guess. Students were not mean, but teachers were flooding students with evil assignments." I pointed my eye bugs.

"That's a proof." She laughed. "What's up?"

"Plus, there's a valentine's ball. I don't wanna go, but I have to. 'Cause I promised Emily that I'll be there. Auntie, will you help me?" I asked with puppy eyes.

"Of course, I will. Let's go shopping now?"

"Sure. But first, let's unpack yer things?" i asked, my brows were up.

"Don't be silly. I can do that later. Come on." She said as she grabbed me from my wrist.

"Pick one." She announced. "My treat."

"Thanks." I muttered. I made my way to the pile of clothes that were hanging on the bar. Everything is so freaking good. I searched and scanned through. There's so many to choose and to try on. But I only have to pick one. I have a very bad feeling about this. But anyway, it's my own choice. I grabbed the red dress with a simple design, just a V-neck, then fitting to the waist and uneven cut on the skirt.

"Hayles, i think you must try the black color of that too." Aunt smiled.

"Aw, sure." then, she handed me the black version of the dress that I picked. Coolness. I slid into the dressing room and slipped into the red dress first. I was stunned. Pinch me. I .. Okay, this does not look good. My hair is sorta red, so I guess I'll go with black. I quickly changed the red into black, and yeah. Perfect.

"Hayley, let me see."Aunt said.

"Right, here I go."I said. I got out of the dressing room and show myself.

"Wow."She whispered.

"What?" I am definitely not myself. "Do I look, what auntie? Please. Don't laugh." I said.

"No, No. You're beautiful. No, not beautiful. I'd rather say gorgeous." She smiled.

"What?"I retorted. But I kinda like the feeling anyways.

"Yes, you do. Now come on. Let's hit other shop to buy yer uh, sandals? And other stuff. Of course, let's pay that first." She laughed.

"Haha. Right, thanks." I smiled. I miss my Mom, the bondings that we had. I washed away the thought, afraid that I might cry again.

As soon as I was done, we paid the dress and left. O-oh. Looks who's coming. And she is smiling at me. No, I guess that's not me who she is smiling at. She is just two meters away from us, I didn't measure it really. It really seems like, she's meter away. Whatsoever.

"You know her?" Aunt asked, puzzled 'cause Im not smiling back to that girl.

"Yes." I mumbled. Now, she is here. Right in front of us, her white teeth showing off. She's taller than I. Feel intimidated?

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errrrr. i updated fast. im running out of time, coz i have a date with my friends today! HAHA. :) i don't know if i can open my buzznet as soon as i get home coz i might study later. haha. EY! thanks. to those who read, commented and buzzed on the last chapter! LOVE YOU GUYS! THANKSSSSSSS for reading. * EXCUSE THE ERRORS.:)

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have a great day! woo!

 

Hayley's POV.

I didn't eat properly. The house is such a mess. Probably Im losing my mind. I let out a heavy sigh, thinking that I would release this heavy burden in my heart.

I feel miserable right now. How can God let this happen to me? Days seemed to be years, my heart is crushed, my world doesn't revolve on its axis anymore, a drag, so slow, tired and broken deep down. I am worthless. I cannot move on. It's hard. Some people left a message, sending their condolences and their help to me. Some say, if I want someone to talk to, I must call them anytime. I think they're trying to make me feel better. I still feel blessed 'cause despite everyhting that has happened. There were people who still cares for me. I thought there is no one.

Just a few minutes later and it will be a New Year. Yes, new year. Time flew past like a tornado. Another year, another reason to live? A year with no parents, just Hayley alone. Tears started to form in my eyes, making my sight blurred. I couldn't figure out what is really going on inside me. I'm so broken.

Then, a soft knock on the door startled me.

 

Josh's POV.

How will I explain everything to Hayley? Will she understand? Will she listen to me? I got stucked with people I don't know during Christmas. The next day, I couldn't drive home because there was no gas left on the car and there was a huge log that fell down which blocked the way. I gave up, and waited for few days just to have my car full tanked. The guys over the headquarters helped me, as soon as the heavy fall of snow stopped.

Im driving all the way back home. I wish Hayley would really listen to me. I hope she'll accept my apology, as well as my explanation. 'Cause i really don't know what will happen.

I got out of the car and rushed to the door way. I catched my breath, prayed too, before I knock. A very gentle knock.

Huh? Why is that? No one's opening the door. But how could it be? It's impossible. I know Hayley's inisde their home. I could feel that she's there. I. Know. She. Is. Right. There.

"Hayley?" I called, loud enough for her to hear. "Hayley? You.. I. .. I.. know you're there. Look, Im really really really sorry." Still, no one is opening the door nor responding from what Im saying. Where is she?

"Hayley? please, open the door." I pleaded, knocking the door few times. "Please, Please, Hayley." I cried. "Please." But no matter how I beg to her, there is no response. Nil.

 

Hayley's POV.

Josh is outside the house, begging me to open the door. He begged, but I didn't do something. I remained still, hold my body but my eyes were focused on the door. It was like trembling as he knocked the door vigorously. Since I've tried to reach for him this past few days, he didn't respond. Now? He will show up. I feel so down, but where are you? You just.. You just.. Another flooding of neagative thoughts filled my weary mind. Tears sprung in my eyes. I won't open the door for you. I won't. And don't expect me to.

I stood up from where I sat and headed to my room. Books, papers, pens, used clothes, pair of shoes, CD's, notebooks—untidy —never surprised me as I entered my room. These things were scattered in my room and I don't want to clean it. Damn. Im so stupid. My feet led me to the window, I shove off the curtain and tried to peek outside. Josh's cark is parked in the sidewalk and he's there, standing beside his car. He looked up and searched for something. Then, I met his gaze. No, I know he is really looking directly at me. I looked away and sat down on the chair beside my window.

"Why are you making this hard for me?" I asked.

 

Josh's POV.

I saw Hayley, standing there, peeking. But it seems like she didn't see me. Like she was staring blankly on a blank space. Then, she disappeared. Why Hayley? It must be really hard for her to talk right now to someone and that includes me. I understand, I think she really needs a time for herself. But I want to be there for her, a shoulder for her to cry on, someone who will comfort her. I sighed. This is no use. I guess I have to wait for her, when she's ready to talk to me. I'll apologize and explain everything.

I dialed Hayley's phone number and waited..

You've reached the Williams' residence. Please leave a message after the tone.

I hit the end call button. I stepped into the car and buzzed off.

 

Hayley's POV.

Classes were resumed. Ugh. It's January 8 now already? Right. Perfect. I woke up, groggy. The morning sun just lit up my room. Am I blind? I can't see much. I could still remember, Mom is calling me for breakfast, Dad is joking in the dining table. I sighed. I have to move on though it's hard and painful. I've realized that I don't have to be stuck in the same thing, no rewinding of the painful scenes in my head. Life goes on. I feel down but I must remain sane.

As I rolled in, students eyes were glued to me. But whenever I tried to look at them, they will look the other way. I opened my locker and stuffed my things there. Of course, I didn't forget to bring Scatielle with me. I'll be returning her to Mr. Watson later.

"Hi, Hayley." Emily said as she gave me a hug.

"Thanks. Hello." I forced a smile.

"Up for the first period?" She asked.

"Yeah, I guess."

"Wow, Hayles back. Huh?" She smiled.

"Yeah." I replied. Gah. It's hard.

I slammed my locker shut and walked with Emily hand in hand. We're heading to the classroom now. Madame Montoya is patiently waiting for everybody to take their seats. Nothing has changed on the room. Still, it looks like a classroom. There is a piece of paper on my desk. I looked around, everybody has one too. What is this all about. I put my book and my notebook on the other side of the desk and grabbed the piece of paper.

"How's vacation, everyone?" Madame asked.

"Fun!" Someone cheered. And others followed, sharing what happened to them over the Christmas vacation.

I focused my attention on what is written at the paper. There will be a ball this coming February fourteen. Fantastic. Im not coming.

"Anyway, guys. We'll have a valentine's ball at the gym. Of course, everyone must be there. It must be like a prom." She laughed. "Grab a dress on yer favorite shop, just whatever you want. But at least, be formal. Okay? And you must, everyone listen, must have a partner. Okay? Details were written there at the paper you're holding right now."

Crap. I shifted my gaze on the window. Again, staring blankly outside. It's still early for that ball thing, I don't want to be there. And who will be my partner anyways? How I wish Mom's still here, she could help me picking up my dress and make-up stuff. I sighed. I don't want to listen in everything. Staring the blue sky, clouds were forming a different shapes that is completely new to me.

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Bah. :( Ugh. Sorry, this is the most-suck-ish .. I guess? I just finished the plan on this fanfic. haha. So, Im working on the next chapters. Hopefully, I can post it all before prelims, which is on July 13. I guess. Argh! :| After this fanfic, I guess I'll post the first chapter, or preview of the last song? ahahaha. Idk. still clueless.

i can't decide if it's gonna be a JOSHAYLEY again, or HAYLEX? haha. any ideas?

BIG THANKS TO YOU. YES, YOU. WHO REALLY READ THIS CHAPTER. haha. :P

dood, i so love you. thank you!

PS. excuse the errors.. T-T

IM REALLY SORRY FOR THIS LATE UPDATE. :(

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Hayley’s POV.

I really don’t know what to do. I want to stomp out of this place and go to my Mom and Dad. But I couldn’t. Everyone is forbidden to get out of the house because of the stupid snow storm. What should I do? Pray? Just stay here? When I know that my parent’s bodies were frozen in the car? Oh shut it. Where’s comfort when you need it? Where’s God when you are pleading, praying, begging for Him to hear you? What I have done? Why am I suffering like this? It seems like I’m stuck in the midst of brokenness and absurdity. Am I a sinking boat? Why this thing must happen to me now? Is God testing me? Testing my faith? It’s coming to get me. Right now.

Where are you Josh? Can you hear me? This is nuts. I can’t take this anymore.

Now I know, Christmas isn’t for only happy moments. This is the first time that I’ve suffered like this. I lay my body at the carpet and closed my eyes.

 

Josh’s POV.

I didn’t hesitate to leave Selena alone at the rest house. I just grabbed the car keys at the table, not taking a second glance on her stunned face. She can’t stop me from doing this now. I don’t care if she’ll slash the knife on her wrist. I. Don’t. Care.

I put the key into ignition and the gear started madly. I drive off and headed back to Hayley. I could hear the swooshing and cooing of the wind outside the car. The path isn’t that visible to my eyes. A bit blurry. All I can see is the white road and the darkness around.

After fifteen minutes, I came into a halt. There were three or five men clothed with thick clothes in front of me. I saw a sign saying that “ROAD HAS BEEN CLOSED”. One man knocked at my window.

“Excuse me sir? You must go back. Vehicles aren’t allowed at this point. The road is very slick. Please, Sir.”

“But I have to pass through this road to get home!” I argued.

“Sir, we don’t want to have any accidents again.”

“But—“

“Please Sir. It’s for your own safety. I’m so sorry.”

This is going to be hard. I’m not allowed to pass through. Oh boy. How about Hayley? I started digging my pockets, no cell phone. Crap. I haven’t seen my cell phone since I stepped into that rest house. I know, I have it with me the moment I left my home. I groaned loudly.

“Excuse me, do you have a phone? May I use it for a while?”

“Sure. Sir.”

The guy led me to a small headquarters. As soon as we were inside, it suddenly became warm.

“Over there, sir.” He said, pointing to the phone near the window.

“Thank you.” I said and headed where the phone was.

No dial tone. Oh sh*t. I have to call Hayley now. I pressed the button for flash, but still no dial tone on the line.

“Sir, what’s the matter?”

“There’s no dial tone.”

“I beg your pardon? Let me see.” The guy headed to my direction and took the phone at my hand.

“I’m really sorry Sir. The line must be disconnected by now because of the storm.” He apologized.

“That’s fine. Don’t worry.” I said, trying to hide the disappointment in my tone. “Thank you.”

Of course, I have to find another way just to get back to Hayley. I don’t care if I might be on an accident. I must find a way back to her. I tried to put the key into ignition but the gear isn’t working. What now? Bad luck.

“Sir, what’s the matter?” The other tall guy asked me.

“I guess, I don’t have any gas left.” I mumbled.

“Oh boy.”

“Would you mind if I stay there for the night?” I said as I pointed the headquarters.

“Sure, sir. But it may not be that comfortable.”

“That’s no biggie.” I said. There’s no way I could go back. I’m stuck here.

 

 

Selena’s POV.

Since Josh left, I’m alone in the rest house. I quickly grabbed my cell phone sitting quietly at the sofa and dialed Todd’s number.

“’Sup? Honey?” Todd asked on the other line.

“I’m all alone. Would you mind to stay here for a while? Just hang out? Your house isn’t too far away from here right? Just a little drive.” I said, flirting a bit.

“Yeah. Wait for me. I’m coming. See ya.” He said and hung up. Todd is my ex-boyfriend but Josh didn’t know about that. Sometimes, I’m sneaking out just to hang out with Todd.  I know, I love Josh. But maybe what I am feeling isn’t true at all. Or I’m just so desperate for boys’ attention.

 A moment later, Todd showed up in my doorway.

“Hey, honey.” Todd said as he kissed my lips.

I pulled away. “Hey.” Then, kissed him back and locked the doors.

 

Hayley’s POV.

I feel dizzy when I woke up. My head was like hammered a million times and my back ached. I can still feel the jolt of pain in my heart. No one cares. Even Josh. How can people stand a life like this? There’s no reason for me to live. Yeah.

I sat down and just stare blankly at the window.

“Merry Christmas?” I asked to myself. It’s not even merry for me. Just for others.

“I’m fooling around.” I said as I stood up and grabbed the remote control at my side. I hit the power button and the sound of cheers in the television filled the room.

I headed to the kitchen just to grab any food to nibble. Then, I heard over.

Merry Christmas to everyone! Hopefully each one of us is having a great time with our families despite of the bad weather. ..

There was something hit my heart, like a sword. I stood there—frozen, my eyes were filled with tears.

“Mom.. Dad.” I cried. What a miserable Christmas for me. I’m supposed to be having fun, not weeping here. But how can I enjoy this day? My parents just died! What a life. I should not have been alive.

I made my way to Scatielle’s room. I have to turn off her switch now because babysitting time is almost over.

“Merry Christmas to you Scatielle, you must be happy because you get to see me, your Mom, now.” I cried to her. “I will miss you.” I whispered to her as I cradle her in my arms.

She just blinked. “Good bye, honey.” I gave her a kiss on her forehead and pushed the button at her back. She closed her eyes. Now, Scatielle is gone. Like my Mom and Dad. It’s not like I killed her, I just pushed the button. I can still see her, but she can’t see me anymore. I sighed deeply and grabbed her box under the bed. “I love you.” I said as I placed her gently back to the box.

 

Christmas. Christmas. It’s alright, I think I’m okay. I think God can explain.

 

I received a call that Christmas night, asking me what I want in my parent’s bodies. I just told them that I want my parents to be cremated. I want it that way, just to feel that Mom and Dad are still in the house. At least, I get to see them everyday. What I meant is their ashes.

The next day, a guy knocked into my door, telling me that he brought my Mom and Dad’s ashes. He handed me a brown box which is safely secured.

“Thank you, sir.” I said. I could feel there were tears forming in my eyes.

“Condolence, my dear.” He said and then left.

I opened the box as soon as I closed the door, and found two porcelain blue jars. I placed it at the table in the living room. I cleared everything that is placed over there last night because I’ve realized that at this table, I must place Mom and Dad’s ashes. I lit up the white candles and prayed silently, even if tears kept on streaming down from my tired eyes.

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hello. so sorry for the late update. there's no internet connection in da house. HUHUHUHU. :'( so I have to go at the comp.shop just to post this & inevitable. haha! anyways, i can't sleep well because of this update. T.T hmmm.. thanks for those who commented, read & buzzed on the last chapter. :) hehe. tsk tsk. hmmmm.. i really miss my buzznet. T.T huhu. && of course, you guys. haha.. so, yeah. please excuse the errors. i'll try to finish canyou hear me over the weekend. haha! && sorry too, because i didn't make any preview for last song. so sorry.

haha. we don't have classes because of a(h1n1) T.T .. take care everyone! <3 ya,

Dinner time.

 

“Hayley, Honey.. Is it alright for you to transfer to another school?” Mom asked.

“Huh? But why?” I asked.

“Hayles, I lost my J-O-B.”

“WHAT!” I replied, astonished. “But—”

“And your Dad’s company is going down.” She said in a worried tone. “I’m afraid he’ll lose his job soon.”

“Mom” I whined.

“That’s why we’re asking you if it’s alright that we transfer you to another school.”

 

I hesitated at first, thinking that I’ll definitely be such a loner. Hmmm..

“Which school?”

“Just a few walks away from our house.”

“Right.” I mumbled in defeat. There’s no point of arguing to my Mom and Dad. They made their decision and that’s totally final. They won’t take it back. I wiped my lips with napkin and stood up from my seat.

 

“Are you done already? You haven’t eaten anything.”

“Yeah, I’m already done. Good night Mom and Dad.”

I headed upstairs, with my eyes half-closed. I sighed. Why this is happening to us right now? It doesn’t seem right. And why do I have to suffer like this. I searched for my cell phone as soon as I reached my room. I dialed Emily’s number and waited for her to pick up the phone.

 

“Yow. ‘Sup?” She asked from the other line.

“Boy. I’ll transfer to another school.” I cried to her.

“Suckas. NO WAY!!! What happened?” She replied.

“Mom lost her J-O-B.” I whined.

“And?” She knew there’s more.

“Dad’s company is going down. Pfft.”

“Oh.” She replied. What kind of reply is that? She doesn’t even care. This is the horrible dilemma ever existed in my life. Transferring to another school and a plus of losing friends?
I waited for her. But no words come out.

“H, I’m so sorry. I have to go. Mom needs the phone. Bye.”

“Bye.” I muttered. She already hung up the phone.

 

I tried to dial another number of my friends but everything seemed to be on a busy tone. Crap. Why now? I need someone to talk to. I flopped down on my bed and closed my eyes. “Break an arm. Not a leg.” I murmured.

 

 

Five weeks had passed.

 

High School isn’t that bad after all. Students were freaks, jackass, nerds and so on. Shoot. I made new friends and they were super mega cool and I love them for that. Whatever. Then, there is one guy who really pissing me off. His name is Josh Farro. A stupid one. He thinks he is cool, handsome and smart. But the truth is, he look like a pineapple, a toad, and a jackass. Whenever I see him, my eyes become itchy suddenly. Screw up. I guess he have that ITCHINESS SYNDROME on people. He is irritating me so much.

 

I was walking on the corridor with my friends and I saw him again. My eyes seemed to be burning and my body felt hot. Grr. Farro again. I look away but it’s too late. He saw me staring at his direction. Then, he smiled and blocked my way.

“Hi Ms. Williams, you look lovely today.” He teased.

“Shut up pineapple.” I blurted out. Then my friends and the people around burst out laughing. No one called him pineapple but I do. And I don’t freaking care if he is annoyed, humiliated or pissed. He is always wearing the color of pineapple, that’s why. And his hair style looks like a pineapple too.

“Wha.. What did you just say?” He asked, astonished. His face was turning into red.

“Pineapple.” I grinned.

“No one calls me pineapple, orange.” He replied.

“What? ORANGE?” I asked, burning up.

“Yeah, you look like an orange. Oh. “How I love orange, that’s why I love you.”

“Orange yourself, rotten pineapple.” I yelled and pushed his chest away from me. It didn’t work. He is taller than I. Okay, call me short. Whatever. He is pissing me off.

“Oh. Poor orange. Why are you pushing me away? Or are you just trying to push me, but you can’t?” He laughed. And then his friends followed in.

“Shut up, leave this girl alone.” Aaron said. He is our senior. A tall, dark and handsome guy. He is always wearing his you-look-so-smart eye glasses and his fitting polo shirt. He is really amazing but I don’t like him, okay?

 “Ohhh. So, little orange has a super hero?” Zac teased together with Taylor and Jeremy. They are in Josh’s circle of friends, no scratch that, Pineapple’s circle of worms. Much better.

“You may go now, Hayles. I’m so sorry.” Aaron apologized. “Leave this to me.” He smiled.

“Thank you.” I made a signal with my friends to walk now and I glanced at Josh. I let my tongue out and threw a tiger look on him.

“C’mon.” I said to my friends and we rolled in.

“He looked funny, just the way you said.. ‘Pineapple’.” Cristy laughed.

“Yah, he seemed to swallow a toad when you said that. He really looked hilarious.” Bernadine plugged. Then, Nerfe and Nikki roared with laughter.

“He is pissing me off, seriously.” I said in a mocking tone.

“Hayles, calm down. Don’t cha worry about it. He’ll get his karma soon.” Luz beamed.

“Yeah, yeah. I hope so. You know, we must plan something silly. To get Farro.” Nikki shared.

“Yeah. Something that he won’t expect. Okay, what?” Nerfe asked to the group.

“Hayley, I heard the battalion of worms love the tea house near the school. They spend their vacant time there.”

“And?” I asked, trying to figure out what they want me to do.

“You can apply there, part-time job, sorta. You can help yer Mom and Dad too. Plus, we’ll work there with you.” Cristy said.

“Awww. Thanks guys. You’re so freaking sweet.” I laughed. “Plan on motion guys.”

 

 

We just passed our forms on the manager, the next day. He said that it will be a big help for his business, because they’re running out of waiter and waitresses. So, perfect timing. My friends and I were giggling with the plan that we have discussed in the phone last night which was dropping a cup of hot tea on Josh’s pants. Haha. He might be screaming for cold water. After school, we will go there at the tea house and start our part-time silly job. This is gonna be fun and Farro will freak out.

 

XOXOXOXO.

 

One week later.

 

Farro is really getting on my nerves. He nearly killed me. He put a banana on my way and I almost slide. I know he did that. Good thing someone helped me. Then, his friends were giggling madly like crickets. He even put a dead cockroach on my locker, a teasing letter saying that I’m such an orange person and I must try another hair color to look like an apple or anything. I. Don’t. Care. About. Everything. That. He. Is. Saying.  I could picture his sinister laugh whenever he’s making fun of me.

 

“Five cupcakes, three cookies and two cups of tea.” I said to Bernadine with a smile. We were on the tea house now.

“Coming up.” She smiled.

“This is fun Hayles. But Farro isn’t showing up yet.” Luz said.

“Yah.” I sighed.

 

I’m waiting for Farro, but he didn’t show up. What happened to that guy anyways? Soon, the tea house will be closed. I let out a sigh. Five hours had passed.

“Hayles, probably he is busy with his girls. We still have tomorrow for that wicked plan.” Cristy cheered.

“Yeah.” I smiled. “We still have tomorrow.” I replied.

 

I’m just walking home with Nikki, Bernadine and Luz. We were talking about, Farro.

“Why are you pissed at Josh, anyways?” Nikki asked.

“Because.. He is piss-able.” I laughed.

“Serioulsy?” Luz asked.

“What?” I looked at her direction. “Yeah, I don’t know. He is really pissing me off. The way he walks, talks, laughs. I hate everything that he does.”

“Maybe, you’re in love with him.” Bernadine mumbled.

“Hey, since when did you learn to talk like that?” I teased. “No offense.”

“But it seems like you’re have this feelings for him.” Luz said.

“Yeah. I agreed.” Nikki said.

“Drop the subject guys. I just don’t want to talk about it now. Maybe, we should stop this wicked plan now.” I said.

“We haven’t started yet.” Nikki wailed. “Bye. See ya tomorrow guys.” She waved and disappeared on the other street.

Bernadine and Luz disappeared too, they were on the same street. So, yeah. I’m all alone. Perfect. Joy. I sighed and held my backpack strap with a firm grip. Then, the rain just fell down. Really, fun. I don’t have any umbrella, and I’ll be just dripping wet until I get home. I reached the park, post lamps were already lit up and the rain turned into a drizzle.  I sighed and walked slowly. There was no one around.

“Tell me I’m not really in love with him.” I yelled.

“The who?” Someone asked. Oh great. I looked around but I can’t see anyone. Where did that voice come from? Then, a guy appeared behind the tree. I couldn’t see his face.

“I don’t even know you. So, why would I tell?” I asked, walking.

“Please. Stay.” Then, he ran up to my side and shared his umbrella with me. I didn’t look up. Oh crap. Why is my body felt hot?

“Hayley..” the familiar voice said. Oh shoot me. It is Josh’s voice.

I looked up with a stunned expression. “What?” I could feel my cheeks were burning and my stomach was tying a huge knot.

“I’m sorry.” He apologized. He looked deeply into my eyes and I just felt like melting.

“For what?” I retorted. I shift my gaze on the grass.

“Ev’rything. Listen, I didn’t do it.”

“You’re not sorry at all. I know it.” Then, I ran away from him.

 

 

The next day.

 

 

It’s Saturday and I have a duty at the tea shop. I’m the first one to arrive there so I just cleaned up the table and prepared some thing. I heard the door swing open, the bells were ringing.

“Good morning—“ I turned around and saw Farro with his friends standing near the door. My smiled just faded away and I dropped the piece of cloth that I was holding.

“Oh.. So, Ms. Orange is here. Hello.” Zac said.

“Hello. You’re working here?” Jeremy asked.

“Dude, isn’t it obvious?” Taylor asked with a tap on Josh’s back.

 

The guys made their way to the table near me. Josh didn’t even say a word, while his friends were grinning at me. “What’s yer order?” I asked, grabbing the pen and paper on my pocket.

“Just five plates of assorted biscuits and five cups of tea.” Jeremy ordered.

“Okay.” I muttered and made my way to the kitchen and started preparing their order.

“Hey. Ms. Orange, don’t try to put sleeping pills there at our teas.” Taylor called.

I sighed. “I won’t.” I whispered. The kitchen was bustling with activity. I put icing on some cupcakes and put cherry, blackberry and strawberry on top. I prepared their tea and put everything on a big tray. I wondered why there is five cups of tea. Hmmm. The cupcakes and biscuits look mouth-watering too.

 

“Oh!! Here comes our order.” Zac said happily like a four-year old kid.

“Guys, could you keep it down?” I asked.

“Why? We’re just the only customer.” Jeremy said.

“Fine.” I replied.

“Eat with us.” Taylor said.

“Yeah. Eat with us.” The four boys said in unison.

“No. No. That’s not it. You’ll serve us too.” Jeremy planned.

“Fine.” I said in defeat. Of course, it’s my responsibility to serve them since they are my customers. Evil customers.

 

The next thirty minutes, we were laughing madly. They also apologized for everything that they have done to me, which are completely wicked acts. They also confessed that they’re in love with some of my friends. Jeremy is in love with Cristy, Zac is into Luz, Taylor is into Bernadine, but Josh had not admitted who’s in love with. Okay. I’m assuming that it’s me, but that’s not possible anyways. My friends just entered the tea house wearing that shocked face. They were completely astonished when they see me laughing with the “pineapple’s army”. I excused myself with the guys and made my way to my friends who are suspiciously eyeing me.

 

“’Sup?” I asked.

“We should be the one who’s asking you that.” Luz said.

“What?” I laughed.

“What just happened, really?” Nikki asked.

“Well.. Umm. Okay, I didn’t do that wicked plan of ours because I’m not in the mood to do it. The manager might kick me off this place anyways if I’ll do that to customers.”

“But—“ Cristy said.

“No. It’s fine. They apologized for what happened last week.” I cut off.

“You forgive them that easily?” Bernadine asked.

“Yeah. What’s the matter with that, guys? Oh c’mon.” I said.

“I smell something fishy.” Luz suspected.

“What is it?” Nikki asked.

“I guess Hayley is really in love with Farro. Did you see how big her smile is a while ago?” Bernadine whispered.

“Haha. Yes, I agree.” Cristy said.

“Fine, fine. I admit it now.” I responded.

 

“Ladies, please join us but before that another order please.” Josh said.

“Coming up.” I replied. Then, the girls burst out laughing. “C’mon. And stop laughing. He might notice it.” I said. We prepared everything that we must in the kitchen. Cupcakes, biscuits and few cups of tea. It’s still early though, it’s just seven in the morning and there’s no customer yet aside from Josh and his friends.

 

“Seriously?” I asked, controlling myself from laughing. Zac is telling a story about his professor in Biology who is completely has huge front teeth like a bunny.

“Yeah.” He replied.

“That’s awful.” I said. Okay. It’s just me and Josh who is paying attention to Zac. My friends were busy chatting with Jeremy and Taylor. They have their own topic. Then, Josh turned to me abruptly.

 

“Hayley, may I talk to you? On private.” He said.

“Umm. Yeah, sure.” I replied. My heart skipped a beat. “About what?” I asked as I stood up from my seat.

“Umm. You busy tonight?” He asked.

“Nope. Why?” I replied.

“May you go on a date with me?” He asked, his eyes were glued to mine.

Oh shut up Hayley. Am I on a dream? Josh is asking me on a date. My stomach tied into huge knots and my heart began to beat faster than ever.

 

“Uh.. Yeah. Sure. Hey, I want to apologize from what happened yesterday.” I said in a shy tone. I think there’s a lump in my throat.

“That’s fine. I understand. So umm.. I’ll pick you up at 7-ish?”

“Thanks. Oh. Okay.” I smiled. “What should I wear?”

“Whatever you like.” He replied.

 

XOXOXOXO.

 

“Close your eyes.” He said. Josh just picked me up and we’re now on the park. I don’t know why he had to bring a car with him. Just a few walks and we’ll be in the park. Argh. Never mind. Then, he put a blind fold in my eyes. What this is all about? I’m just wearing a simple green dress with a V-neck. Then, a pair silver sandals. This is the first time that I wear stuff like this.

 

I heard him open my car door and held my hand. He led me outside and we started to walk.

“Josh. This is freaking me out.” I admitted.

“Calm down Hayles. This is a surprise.” He said, I knew he is smiling.

“Fine. Oh don’t tell me that you’ll push me to the pool huh?” I asked. Well, I’m definitely clueless what Josh is planning to do.

“No, I won’t do that to you. Hold on.” He said as he tightened the grip on my hands.

I nodded.

“Careful, take few steps up. Let me help you.” He said. Oh short. How this pineapple can be helpful? And sweet like this? Yah. Pineapple can be sweet sometimes but there were instances that they don’t.  I felt like melting.

Then, he let go of my hand. I stood there frozen. I felt his hands on the blindfold, removing it from my eyes.

“Open yer eyes now.” He ordered.

“Wow.” I said in amazement. There were white Christmas lights on every tree which made the park glow beautifully. Super romantic.

“Like it?” He asked with a smile.

“Yes.” I replied happily.

 

Then, he kneeled like a knight on the grass that seemed to be asking for a blessing for the queen and offered his one hand.

“May you dance with me, Ms. Orange?” He smiled.

“Yes, you may. Mr. Pineapple.” I smiled back and took his hand.

 

Josh placed his hand at my waist and held my hand, while I, placed my other hand at his arms. Then, the violin started playing with a very soothing tone. Wait. It’s familiar to my ears.

“Josh.. What song is this?” I asked.

“Hear you me by Jimmy Eat World. Why?”

“Nothing, It’s my favorite song.” I said.

“Haha. I know.” He whispered as he twirled me.

“How did you know?” I asked, puzzled.

“Of course, because of yer friends, Ms. Orange?” He grinned.

“Right.” I laughed. He pulled me closer to his chest and swayed me slowly.  I could hear his heart beating on my ears. And we stayed like that for three minutes. Another song started to play, You and me by Lifehouse, I guess.

He pulled away and lifted my chin with his one finger. “I love you, Hayley.” He looked me deeply in the eyes which made my knees wobbled. Afterwards, he planted a kiss on my lips and rain started to fall. I smiled as he finished the kiss and looked up. He smiled too, grabbing my waist with his both hands and lifting me in the air. I can’t help myself from laughing. “I love you too, Pine.” He put me down and stared each other’s eyes for a minute.

“What? Do I look like.. what?” I asked, feeling uncomfortable. He looked down on my dress which is making my skinny body more visible. I hugged myself as I my body shivered.

“You cold?” He asked, handing me his jacket.

“Haha. Funny. Dood, it’s still wet.” I teased.

Afterwards, he placed his jacket on the grass and we seated there for a while.

“Great. I’m so wet.” I sighed.

“You’re not the only one who is.” He replied.

“Right.” Afterwards, he grabbed me and kissed me passionately, letting me fall on his jacket over the grass. He brushed my wet hair with his hand and pulled his body closer.

“I love you, so much.” He said as he gave me a peck on the cheek.

I giggled. “Thanks Pine, I love you too.” I grabbed his shirt and kiss him with my wet lips. The rain just kept on falling down, falling and falling and falling down.

 

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Hayley's POV.

Am I being punished by God? Why now? Why me? I stared the television with a horror expression across my face. The cold temperature seems to sink in to my small body, deepening the pain inside, breaking my bones, like killing me slowly. I felt weakness inside. My heart throbbed each time images kept flashing on my head. Maybe, that's not my Mom and Dad at the car but Im not really sure. I gulped. Fresh hot tears streamed down on my face. Everything's really indescribable. How am I supposed to face life without Mom and Dad? I didn't even treat them yet on a restaurant for their wedding anniversary this coming January. I haven't greeted them a Merry Christmas. I have so much plans with my parents, so much love to give, many thanks to say, many times to spend with them, but everything just slipped away in a snap of time.

I just closed my eyes and prayed to God. If this is what He wanted in the first place, I dont have any reason to argue nor to complain. But still, it hurts so much. God. Please. I wish that's not Mom and Dad in the car, no, please. Please. Hear me, Lord. Please. This is ridiculous, why am I praying at this way? Will God can hear me? Can He? Will He listen? Will He explain to me this things clearly? Oh no. This is not really for real. This is just another nightmare of mine. I know, this is only a bad dream. I'll wake up soon, I know. I know. I know. I pinched my cheeks, and slapped it too. Feeling like an idiot, hoping that I'll really wake up. Nothing happened. This is really real.I began to blubber, letting the pain all out.

Oh. Mom and Dad. I feel worthless, nothing seems right. Why do you have to leave me at this way? Why does it have to be so early like this? Why didn't God warn me first? UGH. I remembered the other day, I was completely feeling odd because of Josh and of Mom and Dad, but I didn't see this coming. I really never saw this coming. How can I be so stupid. Stupid. Stupid.

"FUCKASS! THIS IS NOT TRUE!!!" I yelled. I don't care if Scatielle will wake up. I just don't understand. Why does it have to be me? Oh God. I stood up and grabbed the pillows sitting at the sofa, one by one. I threw them in every direction, drag some at the floor, and scream my lungs out. "This is not really happening to me, right now, no!! NO!!" I shouted. Pillows were scattered all over the living room, a mess. I bury my hands over my face and wailed.

 

Josh's POV.

Im stuck here with Selena. The girl that I really don't love. Not anymore. How's Hayley now? oh no. She must be mad at me now. Oh boy. She might not talk to me when I get back. I heard the sound of the television, creeping into my ears. I turned myself to the television and listen carefully. I saw the car of Hayley's parents. Accident. Such a tragic accident. Hayley. How am I supposed to escape here? I must leave now. Hayley needs me now. But my conscience suddenly stop me from going. What if I'll be on an accident too? Oh this is not really good. I hesitated for a moment.

"Selena, may I have your phone? I'll just call Mom." I said, trying to be cool. Though the tension all over my body was crawling up.

"Oh. What? Here." She replied, as she handed me her shiny red phone. Im not calling my Mom, I'll call Hayley.

I quickly dialed Hayley's number and stood up from my seat. Ring, Ring, Ring, Ring.. Continuous ring. Oh crap. She's not picking it up. Hayley, please pick it up. Please. I really need you to answer the phone, right now. I prayed. Jeez. Nothing happened.Then, a line transferred into..

"Hey, this is Hayley. Just leave a message after the tone." BEEP. I hit the end button, Hayley really needs me now. I hurriedly made my way at the door, leaving Selena there at the living room. I have to get back now.

"Where are you going?" Selena blocked my way.

"Im going home now." I retorted.

"No, you're not going home. Not now. NO!" She wailed. Please, the drama is here again. I cannot believe I have a girlfriend like her.

"Get out of my way!"I shouted, angry.

"Why are you acting that way Joshua? What's up with you lately? Why are you like that? You've never treated me this way before. WHY, HUH?" She asked. I know, she'll threaten me later.

I stayed still, I knew there's more to come. It's gonna be a blast, I guess.

"Leave, or else I'll call your Mom and tell that you left me stranded here!" She said.

"Whatever you say, I dont care. We're done."

"Wh.. What do you mean we're done?"

"We're done. Im breaking up with you. NOW."

"You're kdding me. You can't break up with me. You can't." She said in horror.

"And why not?" I retorted. I curled my fist at the doorknob.

"Do that Farro, Leave. I'll kill myself now." She said seriously. She opened the cabinet near the window and grabbed a swiss knife. She shove off her jacket at her one arm, revealing her white skin and placed the knife on her wrist. Any moment, she'll just do that.

"Stop it. Put that thing down Selena." I said calmly.

"No. I won't. Just promise you'll stay, you won't leave me here alone, and I won't slash this knife at my wrist. And you won't break up with me." She said, holding the knife with her hands, placing it closely at her wrist.

I remained still.

"WHAT?" She said.

 

Selena's POV.

So, Josh is planning to leave me now. I didn't think twice to grab the knife at the cabinet. If in this way, Josh would stay, I have to threaten him. Pretty Harsh. But I have to. He was really determined to leave me here alone. He didn't care. I put the knife closely at my wrist.

"I.. I.. Okay. Put that thing down. Please." He said in defeat.

"Really, you will stay? And you won't break up with me?" I said, a smile was drawing in my face.

He stared outside and replied, "Yeah. I'll be staying here .. with you."

I threw my arms on him and kiss his neck. "I love you Josh, so much. Thank you." I whispered on his left ear.

"Right." He just said. He didn't hug me back. Something's going on.

"Josh. Don't break up with me. Please. Im so inlove with you. I dont know, I'll do whatever you want. Whatever that makes you happy." I said.

"What if I ask you to set me free?" he asked, he pulled away from my hug.

"No. That's different." I said worriedly.

"You said it yourself, you'll do everything that makes me happy. I want you to set me free." By the look on his eyes, I can see that he didn't love me anymore. The pressure in the room was getting hotter.

"But why? I can give everything you want." I said.

"All Im asking is.. set me free. Let me go."

"No. Josh. I won't."

Just when I realized, Josh disappered in front of me, with car keys on his hand. He is leaving.

 

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Hayley's POV.

Josh Farro. Where the hell are you? Such a talkshit, huh? I prepared breakfast and lunch meals for him but all of it was dumped in the trash can.

With my white eyes, I have waited for no one. No one.

"I'll be back. I'll be back." I mimicked, annoyed. Scatielle was already upstairs, sleeping. Of course, I looked after her the whole day because Josh didn't get back soon. So, it's my responsiblity. Just my own. This is getting ridiculous every minute. It's getting dark outside, Mom and Dad haven't informed me about their trip yet. Where they could be by now?

I clasped the remote control in my trembling hands, continuously flipping channels.

"Josh Farro. I'll kick your ass if you don't show up now. As in super now." I mumbled in disgust.

I tried so many times, reaching for Josh. I even flooded him text messages and even phone calls. But I didn't get anything in return. No reply, no call return. His phone was ringing at first then it will transfer to another beep, like, Please leave your message after the tone. Jeez. Josh Farro. I am not completely happy from everything that you are doing right now, you're making me so worried.

I tried again, Please leave your message after the tone.

"Josh! Oh c'mon. Please, please call me back as soon as you hear this. Okay! You freakin' killing me so much!! And it's not funny anymore." I sobbed. "If.. If.. you.. didn't get back here before eight, you.. you're dead!!" I cried. This is too much. I can;t take this anymore. Then, I hung up.

I start flipping the news with a boring expression, when something, caught my attention.

 

Josh's POV.

I woke up in a room filled with wood furnitures, someplace I really don't know. There was a built-in closet at the corner, near the door. the ceiling was made up of wood too, and it must have been varnished because of it was shiny. The smell of wood was filling my nose and the warm temperature in the room was urging me to remove some of my clothes and go to sleep again. Then, I looked outised the window and I realized how dark it was outside. Oh boy, Hayley! Now, where's my phone? I started looking at the bed, below the pillow, at the side table, under the bed and even in my pocket. But no phone appeared. Oh no. This is much trouble than I thought it will be. I started heading outside the room when I saw Selena standing near the stairs, her back was facing me. And where are my parents, anyway? Why is it, it's just me and Selena here? Yeah, I think there's no one around. I can sense there is really none.

"Oh. You're up." Selena looked at me, looking seductive.

"Yeah? So, where's my phone?" I asked.

"Phone? What phone are ya talking about Josh?"

"I know you have it. So give it to me now!" I said.

"Josh, I said.. I dont have your phone! Oh please. Knock it off." she tried to kiss me but I moved my face away from hers.

"Not now." I said, taking a step downstairs.

"Please, Josh. I even, I thought.. I thought.. it's gonna be fun that we will be here alone this coming Christmas, but you're showing no interest in this."

I remained still, quiet. I just dont feel like arguing with her now.

"C'mon. I have to show you something." Selena grabbed my hand and led me to the kitchen. Wow. She prepared a candle dinner for both of us. There was a wine and mouth-watering dishes.

"Love it?" She asked.

I didn't respond. Selena just turned out to be romantic, now what? And where's my freaking phone.

 

Selena's POV.

I hope Josh would love everything that I prepared for this night. I really hate the fact that he show much interest on that orange-haired girl. Okay, Im not really jealous. Or maybe I am. whatever. I hid Josh's phone, cause I know that Hayley girl will bug Josh and I like a stupid stalker and I don't like it. I read almost every messages Hayley sent and calls. So, I guess it much better to keep this secret to myself. I even called Josh's Mom to allow him to spend the Christmas alone with me. And fortunately, she agreed. This is gonna be much fun. Poor Hayley, Josh left her. She deserves that anyway. She almost ruined our relationship.

"Josh. Why are you acting like that?" I asked. We were in the living room now, just getting warm in the fireplace.

He didn't reply.

"Josh. Actually, it's really no biggie if you totally lost it. You must have left it in your home." I suggested, but yeah. His phone is in my hands.

"So, my parents aren't coming? Why didn't you tell me a little soon? Huh?" He asked, angry.

"I .. I thought. You will love this."

"No. I don't like and love this, Selena. Where are we exactly? And you can ask me if we can have a date or something but not sleeping over here. Christmas is like tomorrow and you haven't realized how hard it is for me to deal with this. How much Hay—"

"Hayley again." I muttered. Tears sprung in my eyes.

"What?" He fumed. "Selena, what is going on with you? Are you jealous about Hayley?"

"No. Im not." I lied.

"So, why are you acting like that way?"

I just sobbed and fixed my gaze on the dancing fire. Sorry, Hayles, Josh is not coming back tonight. Not even this Christmas.

 

Hayley's POV.

"The weather, as of now, is clearly abstruse. Everyone is expected to be on their homes because there's a snowsquall. Drivers, please postponed or at least take good care of yourselves at a certain trip. We even have number of accidents by now. First, is this red car that was heading to a place, we haven't cofirmed where to yet. This second car..."

Then, I saw our car. Mom.. Dad.. Wha. What's happening? Tell me God, this isn't for real. You're joking me. Right? No. That's not really our car. Then, our car's plate number flashed on the screen. God, can you hear me? No, this isn't real. Tell me, please. No. No. No. I really dont know what to feel about this. My head was spinning, my chest was like dumped with huge rocks, my eyes sprung tears, my body was shaking because I was sobbing hard and it seems like I just forgot how to breathe.

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Josh's POV.

The snow kept on falling down, the wind blew cold breeze that send chills on my spine, white was all over the place and it was quiet then. I left Hayley's home earlier than I thought. I quickly headed to my house, to grab the necklace Mom gave me a year ago. Mom mentioned that I must give it to someone whom I really love and want to spend my whole life with. And I know, it's Hayley. not Selena.

"Josh?What are you doing here so early?" My mom exclaimed as she opened the door. She was still wearing thick clothes, still have the messy hair and a dizzy face.

"Sorry to disturb you, Mom.. Uh—from your sleep. I have to grab something in my room, very important."

I came into halt when Im almost halfway of the stairs. I completely forgot about going to Selena's resthouse today! Oh. No. I haven't mentioned it to Hayley.

"Mom? What time are we going to leave?" I asked over.

"I dunno honey. It depends, okay, oh. and lock the door as soon as you're off. I'll go back to sleep." She yawned loudly.

"Okay." I replied blankly.

Now what? I dunno what will happen later. Should I tell it to Hayley? Anyway, what really happened to me last night? I feel stupid. All I could remember was that, I saw Hayley's baby face, a flash of memories from my past—I think, then I almost fainted. I saw Hayley shaking my body and she opened her mouth to speak, but I haven't heard it because Im feeling dizzy.

OH. GREAT. WHAT'S NEXT? One hour had passed but I couldn't find the freaking necklace. Where did I put that? I looked over under the pile of my clothes, over my desk, cabinets, under the bed, on the sidetable, even in my closet. But no necklace showed up. Where is it? Oh no. Hayley must be awake by now and probably looking for me. I hope she'll see that paper I left. My head began to ache again, screw amnesia. I tried to snap out of different images that clouding up my mind. Pain was sinking in, more and more. Oh. God. No. I grabbed the bottle of pills at the table, open it and get one piece of it. I stuffed it in my mouth with disgust and gulped. Jeez. I dont need a water for sucking pills.

 

Hayley's POV.

"Joshuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!" I yelled over. "Maybe he's just hiding on the closet, childish." I muttered to myself as I made my way to the guest room. As soon as I opened the door, nothing has changed. Scatielle was there lying on the bed, still sleeping and dreaming with her angels.

"That's stupid. Robots doesn't dream. And she's not like pinocchio either." I mumbled to myself.

I was staring at her, then her eyes flew open.

"Hello, Scatielle. Good morning. Have you seen your Daddy Joshie?" I asked to the robot. Think Im losing my mind? Im talking to a robot. Now, how's that? I smiled to myself. I haven't heard any sound over the closet nor in the bathroom. Where's Josh? If he's kidding around, he must have showed up by now. But no Josh appeared.

"C'mon, We have to look for your Daddy." I held Scatielle in my arms, then I saw a piece of paper folded in the bed that caught my wary attention. I didn't think twice to get it. 

Hayley, good morning. :)

I left for a moment, I'll be back soon. I love you.

-Josh

Where the hell did he go? Ugh. You have to come back soon Joshua. Or else.

"Oh. Baby, Daddy left for a while. That. Grr. Don't you mind, everything will be fine." I muttered. I felt a shiver in my spine, what will happen? I can feel there's something bad going on. I headed downstairs with Scatielle on my arms. I have to prepare breakfast now.

 

Selena's POV.

"Josh will love this." I muttered to myself. Im on my to Josh's place. Stupid snow, it covered almost everything with white. I can't barely see the house, even the way.

Anyway, I love this weather. We can make umm. Love? No. I brush away the thought in my mind. No. No.

"That will be great, though." I smug.

I reached Josh place after twenty minutes. It's gonna be a surprise, love. I push the button of the doorbell and waited for someone to open it. I know, It's kinda early but I can't wait to see Josh. To spend a moment with him. Im really obsessed.

"Josh!" I wrapped my arms around him and pulled off. "I miss you so much."

"What are you doing here?" Josh replied, stunned.

"Im here to pick you up." I smiled.

"Why? It's still early.. I thought you're gonna pick us up this evening."

"No. I want you to come with me, now." I grabbed Josh's wrist and drag him to my car. Pretty harsh? But I like it.

"But.." Josh replied.

"Why? What?" I retorted. I felt tears sprung into my eyes. It's just an acting, okay? Not for real, just for my fun.

"Selena, please. Later, we can leave together, but now.. I can't. Im not yet done with my project." Josh replied, while he wiped away my tears.

"Josh. I need you now. I haven't seen you in days. Please, love." I pleaded.

 

Josh's POV.

Fuck. Tell me, this isn't for real. Selena was standing in the door way, with her hands on her hips. Trying to be seductive, pouting her lips and devilish smile. Oh great. She threw her arms around me and started talking. She wants me to go with her now, to leave, to leave Hayley. Oh. My. Hayley, No. I can't leave. It's hard to say no to Selena. But I have to.

No luck. She made up her mind. She grabbed my wrist and led me inside her car. Her car smelled like a vanilla which made my stomach churned. I gulped.

"Selena, Like I said.. I don't want to argue. Please. Let me go. We'll leave later." I said, annoyed.

"No. Josh. Im not letting you go. Not this time. No. I wont." She retorted, and she started crying. I know, that's a fake cry. She was sobbing hard, and crying like a baby.

Stupid. Deadlock. What should I do? What about Hayley? Oh crap.

I hesitated to kiss her, but no. I have to do this. I am his boyfriend, it's pretty normal, really normal, to do, right? I dont want to. Oh. Please. What is happening to me? I leaned over and grabbed her hands on her face, and planted a kiss on her lips. I tried to imagine that it's Hayley Im kissing. I stuck it on my head. I deepen the kiss, slipping my tongue on Selena's mouth. Brushing her hair with my hand. She kissed back, locking her arms around my neck. Oh. Fuck. No.

I pulled away.

"Why did you stop? Why did you pull away? Kiss me more." She demanded.

I remained still and shift my gaze outside the car's window. Im disgusted with myself.

"Fine. We'll go now." She put the key into ignition, the gear started, then, we drive off. Leaving behind.. the necklace. Leaving behind Scatielle and Leaving my love, Hayley. I must have jumped outside the car, but I couldn't. I don't want to hurt Selena more.

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Hayley's POV.

What? Did I just hear those three words? I felt like my head was spinning from what he have said. I want to jump with joy, but I remained calm. Am I dreaming? Seriously? Hot tears streamed down from my eyes without knowing why that really happened. Should I say it.. right now? At this very moment? That I love him too? My mind was completely dictating me to, at least, keep my mouth shut. No spilling thing. But my heart was urging me to tell him everything that I want to. Say it now, Hayley. It's now or never. What? Oh c'mon. Probably God won't give you another chance to say it to him.

"I.. I.." I stuttered. No, Hayley. No. Please. Don't. "Josh. I. I.. lov—"

"Hayley? Honey? Josh? You two?" My mom called. Joy. I wiped away my tears that were clouding up my sight. If mom finds out that I cried, that will be another issue later. I didn't say it. Now, what? Why can't I say it? No, not just because Mom called us. There's something more. I know, Josh doesn't deserve Selena, but I feel like Josh doesn't deserve me too. Why now? Why God? I know, I shouldn't have asked why, but what do you want for me? for Josh? Will I learn something from this? I. Am. A. Fool. What if there's no second chance? Whatever. My heart ached, and my head was filling with

"Yes Mom?" I replied as I turned my back to Farro. She was standing at the door with her hand curled up on the doorknob, as soon as I shifted my gaze there. I didn't look into her eyes, afraid of getting caught.

"Dinner's ready, c'mon." She stretched out her hand to me. "Josh, c'mon." Then, she drew a warm smile on her face.

"Hey, let's go, Joshie." I said coldly. I looked into his eyes, damn. He really looked sad.

 

Josh's POV.

Hayley, please. I waited for her response. I know. I know she loves me too. Hayley almost said it, just a little bit close. Then, her mom called us for dinner. But why did Hayley stop? If she wants to tell it immediately, she will. But as I can see, something's bothering her so much. It must have been the reason why she came into a halt. I followed them downstairs, thinking what was really happening between Hayley and I. Probably, she didn't want me. But I wasn't sure about that. Negative thoughts was running in my head.

I felt pain in my head. Waves, flashing of memories. Faces, Smiles, & Lots more. I could feel my head's aching, really unbearable. Hayley's baby face, smiling and grinning to me. What's happening? It seems like my head was cracking into two. Like my brain was stinging, clouding up with different images. I took a pause and sat down for a moment. I began sweating and I felt nervous about what's happening inside me. I just closed my eyes. God, help me, please.

 

Hayley's POV.

I glanced at my back, worried about Josh. Did I hurt him so much? This sound so stupid. Of course I do. Afterwards, I saw him curled up, leaning to the wall, holding his head. Oh. My. Goodness.

"Josh!!" I shrieked. I let go of Mom's hand and ran up to Josh. Panic was creeping in my body. Josh. Josh. Josh. Oh. My.

I held Josh's brawny shoulders and shook him. He looked tired and weak. His face was sweating like hell.

"Josh!" I cried. He wasn't even responding, his eyes were half open. Then, Mom hurriedly made her way down and call Dad for help. While I waited, I stared at Josh's handsome face. Josh, Im really sorry.

"I love you." I whispered. I say it, without even knowing, okay. I wasn't aware that it came out from my mouth. But it seems like he haven't heard anything. He was acting like a drunk person. What to do?

"Dad! Mom!" I shouted over without even shifting my gaze.

Mom and Dad showed up at my side.

"What happened?"Dad asked worriedly.

"I dunno, I just saw him there leaning on the wall, curling up. I guess he was in pain? Swoon? Dad, what are we going to do?" I asked in horror. My heart began throbbing and my mind was ringing, blowing my head with stupid judgements. Josh. Oh please, be alright. I prayed to myself.

"Help me." Dad said as he struggled to lift Josh. Mom took the other side of Josh's. They started to head in the guest's room and I interrupted, "Mom. Dad. You can't let Josh lie in there. The baby's in there."

"Oh. How about in yer room?"

"Oh. Yeah. Sure." I replied.

I started heading to my door and opened it quickly. Mom and Dad stepped in with Josh. Soon, they laid him there on my bed, his body looked weak. I left my room and headed to the kitchen. I grabbed a glass of water, then ran back to my room.

"Mom." I whispered as soon as I get back.

"He's fine, Hayley."

"Whew. I thought—" I didn't continue what I want to say. I thought he's gonna die. See, what a stupid mind I have.

"Honey, we have to tell you something.." Mom said.

"What is it Mom?" I remained calm.

"We have to leave this evening, your Granny called, she's asking if we can go there now and if we could stay there for three more days at your Uncle's place. Something important, i guess. I hope that's fine with you honey, we'll be right back as soon as we're done."

"Oh. Okay, what time will you leave then?"

"Around 8."

"Okay, no problem. I guess, you should get ready now." I took a glance at my wall clock. "Few minutes left."

"You take care of yourself hun." Mom hugged me, I hugged her back.

"Yes, I will." I smiled. "Mom, Dad, take care too." I felt like crying, that's really stupid. My voice was a bit shaky.

"Hayles, don't tell me you'll cry." Mom turned to me. Then, Dad laughed.

"Dad!" I exclaimed. He's teasing me again.

"Love you, hayles. We'll miss you."

"Love you too, Mom, Dad. Oh c'mon, that's gonna be like three days."

Mom eyed me.

"Hey, Im just kidding. I'll miss you too. Take care." I gave them a peck on the cheek.

"See you soon, Hayles."

"Yah, see you soon." I replied.

Afterwards, they were inside the car and drive off. I still waved good bye, even though, I think, Mom and Dad haven't noticed it. I went inside the house and headed to the kitchen.

 

Josh's POV.

I snapped my eyes open. Wait. Where am I? I scanned the room, pictures on the side table. Full-length mirror beside the desk, CD's and books everywhere. The smell of the place was like Hayley's perfume. I turned around and managed to stand up from bed even though Im feeling dizzy. My head was still aching and my body felt weak. I looked around the room, and saw a red notebook at the desk. I was about to read a page when the door swing open. Hayley appeared in the door with a tray of food on her hands.

"Josh!" She exclaimed as soon as she saw me with a notebook on my hand.

"Sorry." I muttered. Then dropped the notebook on the desk.

"That's umm. Fine." She blushed. "C'mon, you have to stay in bed. You still look weak. And, I.. bring you some food to eat."

"Thanks." I sat down on the bed, facing Hayley.

"So, How are you?"

"My head's aching."

"Why?"She asked, startled.

"Oh. I think, Im getting my memories, oh, some of my memories back."

"That's good." She smiled."Here." She stuffed a spoon of soup in my mouth slowly.

"How did I get into your room?"

"Umm,.. Mom and Dad helped you." She smiled, then gave me a spoon of soup again.

Hayley's POV.

I rubbed my eyes, as soon as I woke up. It was Sunday morning, and the weather haven't changed. Then, I felt my cellphone snooze. A text message appeared:

Hayles, We haven't reached your Uncle's place. We stopped by at your Aunt Lou for a moment. Don't worry. Love you.

-Mom&Dad

What!?

I replied:

Why? What happened?

My phone rang wildly on my hand. I hit the answer button.

"Mom?" I answered.

"Hayley! honey, we're at your Aunt's. The old route that we used to reach your Uncle's has been closed for a while, so we have to look for another way—"

The line went dead. Crap! No battery.

"Josh!!!" I yelled over the house. No one's answering. Where is he anyway? "Josh?"

No response.

"Hey! Im not playing hide and seek with you. Just show up! JOSHUAAAAAAAAAA!" I yelled.

Still, no one replied. Where is he?

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Hayley's POV.

This is ridiculous. Did I just forget how to speak? I rested my chin on my knee and staring the carpeted floor of the guest room. I should have left him alone with the baby. But I just can't. It was completely obvious that I wanna spend some time with him. Which is probably stupid. Whatever.

"Hayley.." Josh said as he stood up from his seating position and sat down down beside me.

"Yes?" I could feel my cheeks flaming, even in the cold weather. I didn't shift my gaze, I remained still.

"Are..you mad at me?" Josh leaned in closely so that he could hear me speak.

I shook my head. "Why?"

"Well.. Umm.. You're not really talking to me that much since .." He didn't continue. "Is there something wrong?"

Yeah. There is Josh. Can't you see? Can't you hear me? What would be your reaction if I tell you that you are my problem. I don't know how will hide this feelings for you. But I guess, that's the best way for both of us. Even though, Im slightly hurt by doing this. I. Won't. Spill. Anything. No. Spilling. Of. The. Beans.

"Um.. No. No. There's none." I replied blankly. Of course, I have to lie again. What If he didn't like me at all? Even though, we've kissed many times. Or he's just playing around? Jeez. Josh. What do you want? What? My head was spinning from pondering about everything.

"I.. Uh. I have to go. See ya tomorrow. Goodnight." I whispered as I stood up and made my way outside the room. I didn't look back.

As soon as I was out of the room, I could feel different emotions towering over me. I made my way to my room, slammed the door shut, went to bed, and close my eyes.

Days went quickly. Josh and I usually spend time alone in the house because Mom and Dad usually go for early Christmas shopping. It was really awkward to wander around the house, cause I know.. his eyes were following me, wherever I go. And as for baby Scatielle,ohh.. Im gonna miss her so much. We'll be returning her as soon as our classes starts. And that's just not the way I like it. At first, I was nervous to look after her. But later then, I got used to it.

The weather hadn't been nice too. Snow just kept on pouring down, covering everything with white. The temperature got colder which made the whole neighborhood covered up with thick clothes. Yeah. I saw them when I peeked in the window. Children barely stepped outside their homes to play. I guess their parents forbid them not to spend much time outside.

The sky was painted with dark blue now. The snow haven't stopped from falling. Josh and I were hanging out now at the fireplace, to keep us warm in the middle of freezing cold weather. Scatielle was resting on my arms while Josh was drinking a hot chocolate. Mom and Dad were putting their luggage at the living room for their tomorrow's trip. They'll gonna pick Granny somewhere I don't know.

My partner Josh, decided to take Scatielle upstairs, while I was left in the fireplace.

Now what will I do? I feel something's going on inside me.

Josh's POV.

I took Scatielle upstairs, leaving Hayley in the fireplace. She said that she will go up later. She seems hiding something from me. I really love Hayley, But I dunno. If I love her as a friend, or there's something more. I felt my phone vibrating madly on my pocket as soon I reached the room. I laid Scatielle on the bed gently, grabbed my phone in my pocket and hit the answer button.

"Yeah?" I answered.

"Hi Joshielovidovi. What's up?" Selena asked fervently on the other line. There was an enthusiasm on her voice. Did she win on a lottery or what?

"Nothing new, I guess. How bout ya?" I said in a cold tone. Im not in the mood to have a little chitchat with her.

"So.. Um. Listen, I invited your family to stay over at our resthouse this Christmas." She said.

"And?" I know there's more.

"Your mom said, it's fine. I'll pick you up this sunday or monday perhaps."

"Oh. That's pretty soon. Okay. Where's the resthouse anyway? I think, I'll drive alone. I have to finish something here by that time."

"NO! It's a surprise. I don't want to spoil everything. I'll pick you and your family up, no more but's."

I didn't speak, I just waited for her to hung up. But nothing happened.

"I miss you so much Josh."

I tried not to answer back, but no. I have to. "I miss you too, Selena." I didn't mean it.

"See ya soon. I love you. Mwah." She didn't hung up. I guess she's waiting for my reply.

"I love you too, muwahhhhh." I replied. Then, at last she hung up.

 

Hayley's POV.

I made my way upstairs, feeling tired. Im about to stepped inside the room when I heard Josh speaking with someone. I peeked inside the open door, with my hand curled up on the doorknob. Eavesdropping, Hayley. But I can't even help it. I planned not to listen, to walk away, but when I heard Josh said Oh. That's pretty soon. Okay. Where's the resthouse anyway? I think, I'll drive alone. I have to finish something here by that time. I continue to listen. I heard him say, I love you. I miss you. Even a kiss on the phone. So, Josh is leaving again. I felt my heart crushed as he said those words on the phone. I think I'm feeling jealous. Grr. Stop. It. Hayley. Just. Stop. Thinking. About. It.

Then, I heard Josh again.

"Hello? Mom?"

"Yeah. Why did you just accept Selena's invitation thingy? Mom. I thought you wanna spend the Christmas here."

Then, he remained silent. I think, he's waiting for her Mom to answer.

"Yah. But Mom.." He said, a little bit whiny.

"Right. Bye." Then, he hung up.

His back was facing me, so I couldn't see his facial expressions. This is bad. Why do I have to eavesdrop? Grr. I took a deep breath and knock on the door quietly.

Josh faced me with a stunned expression.

"Sorry, You left the door umm. open." I said without looking deeply on his eyes.

"Oh." He replied. Then, next thing I knew. He was standing right in front of me. I didn't look up. No. I won't. Im about to turn my back to him and walk away. When he grabbed me and planted a kiss on my lips. Jeez. Why did he have to do that? When I know he has a girlfiend. Josh. Why? He tried to deepen the kiss, but I'm not kissing him back. No, not this time. I won't kiss him back. I need to control myself. I approximately pulled away, but he didn't let me go. Instead he hugged me so close. Crushing me with his brawny arms. I felt weak. I just clenched my fist and waited for him to stop. Still, no kissing back. When, he seemed to notice that I wasn't moving. He let go of me and put his hands at my jaw.

 

Josh's POV.

I dialed Mom's number. Jeez. Selena. I thought I can spend my Christmas here, with Hayley. But I think that's not gonna happen. I tried to ask Mom, to plead, but still, she made her decision. We're really going to Selena's resthouse. There's no point of arguing to my Mom.

"No. Josh. I made my decision. And that's final. Selena invited us because we're special and close to her. And it's time to get to know her family more. Okay? Besides, she's your girlfriend Josh. Why are you acting that way?" Mom said on the other line.

"Right, bye." I hung up.

As soon as Hayley spoke, I looked on her green eyes. But she just stared the floor. I didn't even hesitate to walk and stand in front of her. Hayley, I think you're the one I want. She tried to walk away, but I grabbed her from her wrist. Why do you have to walk away? To look the other way? I know, I can feel it Hayley. You love me. Why do you have to this to me? I kiss her trembling lips. But she didn't lock her arms around me. I deepened the kiss, but she's not kissing me back. No matter how hard I attempt to deepen the kiss, there's none. She just stayed as that. I pulled away, and hold her jaw.

"Hayley, I .. I love you." I said, looking at her teary eyes. She didn't respond. She just cried.

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Our eyes were glued to each other. I didn't know how would I feel about this. Again, my body was like thawing everytime my heart skipped a beat. We held our stares for a moment and then Josh leaned in. I closed my eyes slowly and waited for his lips to crushed against mine.

"Holy crackers!!" someone yelled.

I was taken aback and snapped my eyes open. Blood suddenly rushed up to my face which made a blush. Josh looked to my eyes with bewilderment across his handsome face. I pushed his body away from mine so that I could stand up. I straightened up my jacket and fixed my gaze on the guy who stood beside the sofa. Zac. Josh stood up by my side and shifted his gaze to me , then to Zac.

"Uhm.." Josh started. I guess he would explain what really happened or just a cover-up.

"No need to explain Joshua." Zac cut him off.

Then, we heard Scatielle wailing. Josh and I rushed upstairs, leaving Zac abandoned in the living room with a stunned expression. We took two steps at a time and ran up to his room with our hearts throbbing and catching our breaths. I opened the door and headed to Scatielle. I worry too much for a baby robot.

"Shh.. Sh.. Everything will be fine. Mom's here. Don't cry." I hushed while I sway her slowly.

"Is she alright?" Josh asked with a worried expression across his handsome face.

"Ya. She is fine." I replied, glancing at Josh's direction.

"Hay..ley."

"Yeah?" I answered.

"Sorry, a while ago.." he apologized.

"Uh. Yeah. Sorry too." I said, avoiding his gaze.

There was a complete silence between us. No one ever dared to speak again after our apologies for each other.

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My last day on the Farro's was good. I went home early that day because of Mom and Josh volunteered that he would look after the baby for a moment. He and Scatielle would be staying in our house the next day. So, I prepared everything that we will be needing. The weather was getting cold than I thought. The falling of the snow was a bit normal, I guess, no sign of storm. As for me, I was completely frozen on my bed. Then, I heard a soft knock on my door.

"Hayley.. Honey." Mom said as she opened the door.

"Yes, Mom?" I asked.

"We'll pick up your Grandma on Saturday. You'll be here alone. Is that fine with you?" She positioned herself on the other side of my bed.

"Yah. That's fine. Josh's staying over, remember? About our project thingy." I smiled.

"You sure honey?" Mom asked with her both brows up.

"Yeah."

"Okay."She smiled.

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The next day..

It was already seven. I've been waiting for Josh and Scatielle to arrive. And Im still watching Spongebob at the living room. Then, I heard a knock on the door.

"Hayley? Hayles? Open the door please. We're freezing." A familiar voice called over outside our house.

I headed to the door and opened it. I welcomed Scatielle by kissing her forehead and I flashed a smile on Josh. 

"Come on in.." I said as I helped Josh with his things.

"Thanks. Where's your umm.. Mom and Dad?" Josh asked as he stepped in.

"Oh. They're upstairs. They packing some things, I guess." I shrugged and closed the door.

"Oh. I see." He smiled again.

Jeez. How many times did he have to smile at me. How many times I have to melt. This is so nuts. He's driving me crazy. Ugh. I have. to. stop. this. stop. stop. stop. stop.

We headed to the sofa. And flopped down to the sofa. Josh was still holding Scatielle on his strong arms.

"So, umm.. How's Scatielle doing? Wanna eat?" I asked. I have to shift my attention to something. So I wont be thinking about Josh Freaking Farro.

"She's doing good. Im hoping we'll get an A." He laughed. "No. Im already done. Thanks."

"Yah. Oh. Im hoping that too."I said fervently.

"What's up?"

"Oh. Uhmm.. Mom and Dad will be out this Saturday. Gonna pick up Granny." I didn't look at his side. But I know he's staring at me. I could see him at the corner of my eye.

"Oh. I see. Im hoping that there won't be any storms."

"Yeah. Hoping the same way as you do." I said worriedly.

There was something in the back of my head that really bothered me a lot. This Saturday. What's gonna happen? Why am I feeling this way? Is Josh planning a new way to get close to me? Am I dreaming again? How about Mom and Dad? Grr. No. No. No. Hayley. Stop. It. Now. STOP. HALT.

"Hey, she fell asleep again. Where should I put her?" Josh asked as he stood up from his seat.

"Oh. Wait. C'mon. Follow me." I said.

We headed to the guest room, just right beside my oh-so-freaking-messy room. I curled up my hand on the doorknob and twisted it. The door swung open with a low cracking sound and I switched the lights on. The familiar scent of this room reminded me of my Granny. The bed was on the center and there were two chairs and one table at the side of the window. The cabinet was beside the bookshelf.

"Sorry, It's kinda.. umm.." .

"No.. It's fine. This is better." He smiled again.

That smile. Grr. I wanna pull my hair off.

Josh laid the baby gently on the bed and put two pillows at the side. Then, we sat down on the floor.

My knees were pulled up to my chest while Josh was hugging a pillow. Even though my clothes were on triple. The cold feeling was still there. But then, as soon as I looked to Josh. He was staring at me with his eyes. I felt like I was melting candle.

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I gave in and kissed him back not knowing the consequence of this. I couldn't help myself this time. My conscience kept on telling me to stop and pulled away but I couldn't. Josh's kiss this time made me feel that it was too hard to let go. It just felt so good. Afterwards, we pulled away with smiles on our faces. Josh was about to open his mouth to speak but before he could, I stuffed a handful of frenchfries in his mouth. And I bursted out laughing. I didn't know why I did that.

"You look lovely." I teased.

Josh chewed the fries in his mouth before he turned to me.

"Thank you." He grinned.

I thought he would get mad or something, but he didn't. Then, we ate our dinner, laughing and tossing fries at each other. We were just wasting the food, no, we didn't waste it all, okay. As soon as we were done, we washed the dishes and other stuff that Josh used when he cooked our meal. Once we were done, we headed back to the living room. I threw myself over their couch and kept my eyes shut.

"Sleepy now, Williams?" Josh asked.

"Yah. So, ummm.. where will I sleep?"

"Zac's room. I'll sleep with the baby."

"Okay." I stood up from my seat groggily and yawned loudly. Of course, I covered my mouth.

Josh grabbed me from where I stood. Next thing I knew, my feet were lifted off from the floor and my stomach was resting on his brawny shoulder. He carried me like he was carrying a sack.

"Josh.. Let me down!" I exclaimed. I could walk on my own. He should not have done that. I was struggling to distract Josh so that he would let me down. No luck. I was slapping his back with my close fist. No luck. This is ridiculous. Unfortunately, nothing happened. Until we reached a door, of course, Josh opened it. The room smelled like a Moschino perfume. All I could see was the floor. I couldn't see anything aside from the carpet and the lower level of the door, cabinet and table. Then, Josh walked and  came into halt. JHe dropped me at the bed like we were having a wrestling. Talk about harsh. Then, he walked up to the door and held the doorknob for a moment.

"Good night, Hayles." He said.

"Haha. Right. Good night too."

Josh was about to close the door shut when I said.. "Wait!!"

"Yeah?" Josh popped his head on the door.

"Thanks." I muttered. He just smiled and closed the door.

Ugh. I. Hate. It. Then, I remember what we watched earlier. The freaking face of that filthy doll. Grr. Whatever. I just prayed that I won't have a nightmare this time. I was freezing. So cold. So. So. So cold. I just curled up and hugged the pillow at my side. The blanket was very comfy and thick. I closed my eyes and drifted off..

***

Next morning, I woke up with a pain in the neck. I was like a corpse, freezing in the bed. I got up and headed to the window across from Zac's bed. As I peeked to the window, snow was all over outside. Covering some part of the trees, street, grass, and mostly the driveway. I could see children were already playing outside. Throwing snow balls at each other and making a snowman. I looked away and headed to Josh's room. How's the baby? Don't tell me he just kick it.

I knocked at Josh's door and whispered, "Josh. I'll come in." Think he heard me? Whatever. I stepped inside, my gaze was focused on the bed. I saw Scatielle was lying still where we left her last night, playing with her fingers. Where's Josh? As i scanned his room, he was there. Changing his shirts. bull shark. what a timing!He must have locked the door!

"Oh!! Crap!" I exclaimed and covered my eyes with my trembling hands."Josh! Please. Go to the bathroom and change there. will ya?" This guy would kill me anytime soon.

"Oh .. you're there. sorry, I didn't lock the door. I thought you're still sleeping."

I thought. I thought. Thought yourself! I murmured to myself in disgust.

A moment later, I felt Josh hands on my wrist. Great. So what's the plan. He put my hand down together with his. And he was smirking again to me. I wanna slap a pancake on his face.

"What?" I fumed.

"Nothing. Hey, why a bad mood? It's still early for that." Then he give me a peck on the cheek.

"Stop it Josh. This is not right." I said without looking at him. I headed to Scatielle and greeted her a good morning. I got Scatielle out of the bed and cradle her slowly. Motherly act?. Im. Taking. This. Project. Seriously. Now.

"Sorry, Josh. It's just that I can't.." I said it while I was facing Scatielle.

"No. That's Okay. You're right." He said.

Now I've done it. My conscience kept on reminding me about things that I should not do and things that I should do. I may have some regrets about doing this to Josh but I may forget about this later on. Last night was great, but I think that wud be enough for the moment. We've gone too far. I love him so much. But I couldn't hurt anyone. Yeah, Selena's been acting a little mean to me but I couldn't stand the fact that she would get more reason to be mad at me when she found out what's going on between Josh and me.

***

Four days have passed and the chilly weather was getting intense. So, Josh and I were getting a little awkward to each other. But I told him not to feel that way, we could start over again. Which was kinda ridiculous to do. It was hard to let go of the feelings that we had for each other.

It was almost midnight. Josh and I were still wide awake and hanging out at their living room. Of course, baby Scatielle was already asleep on Josh's room. We were watching spongebob the squarepants then. Muds. I so love this show. The episode was all about Spongebob's granny. As soon as the show was done, we switched to another channel. We were both joking around and laughing so hard. Until, he bagan tickling me at my waist.

"Josh!! please stop!! Please!!" I exclaimed. I was kicking in the air so hard. I couldn't help myself from laughing. He didn't stop, like he never heard of my plead, instead he tickled me so more. His fingers were working like a horde of worms.

"No. I won't." He said fervently.

My body was rolling on the carpet as I roar with laughter while Josh kept on tickling me non-stop. Nuts. Then, I managed to get up and planned to tickle him this time. No, my plan didn't work. He grabbed me with his hands and dragged me to the carpet. He was sitting on the carpet like Japanese people does. Then, he leaned so close to me and started tickling again. Endless tickling. Accidentally I moved a little, causing him to fell on top of me. And our faces were like inches from each other. Chills started to come off from my spine,sending a tingling feeling all over my body.

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finally, an update! haha! :D im really sorry, it took me a while to post another chapter. im feeling sick these days. anyway, Im so happy, classes were suspended because of H1N1. hopefully, i can gain my strength and my energy before the day strikes at june 15. okay. so, im wishing everyone a good day. :) goodluck with everything! ILOVEY'ALL. oh and give me a comment regarding this chapter. haha.. im really running out of ideas. muwaaaaahhugsss. please excuse my errors too. thanks!

* i never thought i would reach chapter 14! haha.. :D please, bear with me. this is my first fanfic. :]]]]

P.S: i dont have a swine flu. haha! :D && THANKS TO JAZZ for helping me.

I feel bad.. not attending the orientation for froshies(freshmen) . it is a stupid thing to do.

I want to attend and participate for the said activity because of some thingssssss.. I cant make it.

Lemme share it to ya.

1. i dont have any close shoes. and slippers were not allowed.

2. no food here yet. im starving!

3. i'll be late if I still attend. the program will start at 8.. it's almost 8.10 here!

4. I still have a lip allergy. i dont wanna face people when I feel awkward at myself.

5. THE WEATHER is not good! It's raining here.. and I dont wanna see my umbrella flying.

6. It supposed to be my restday. 2 days to go and I'll be going to school. oh shoot. I just got off from my work yesterday.. and I have to take a super restttttttttt! I need it so badly.

 

Think I'll be doomed if I i dont attend? haha. whatever.

Mom said it's fine not to. Errrrrr. I wanna crack my head!

hey! what's up? so.. um.. my work's already done. but i think i might extend even if classes will start.

 

IM PLANNING NOT TO CONTINUE MY FANFIC. :(

I DUNNO. BUT IF YOU WANT ME TO CONTINUE IT.. LEMME KNOW.

 

I MIGHT GET BUSY FROM SCHOOL BECAUSE MY COURSE IS LIKE A MONSTER. HAHA! I CAN'T DESCRIBE IT WELL.. IT'S JUST THAT IT WILL TAKE MORE TIME FOR ME TO FOCUS ON SCHOOL STUFF. (PROGRAMMING AND SO ON)

 

ANYWAY, IF I WANT TO POST ANOTHER CHAPTER, THERE'S A WAY TO DO IT. WHATEVER. I FEEL BAD ABOUT THIS. :((

right, so.. Im kinda.. doing nothing a while ago. And I was browsing on some of paramore's photo.

Actually, I didn't have any title for this one at the moment.. pardon. but I do want to write a short story about this.

what do ya think? hahaha.. Im getting weird these days. nananana..

 

P.S : I already edited this photo. :) hehe..

 

 

 

 

YAY! so sorry for the late update. here's the next chapter.. enjoy!

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"Hayley? Are you still feeling cold?" Josh asked worriedly.

"A bit.. thanks." I nearly whisper.

My head was leaning now on Josh's strong and muscular chest. He was really warm and all I could do was to pressed close to him. I could hear his heart beating at a normal rate. He pulled me closer to him more. This is cloudnine. Then, I slowly peeked at Josh. His attention was focused on the film. I haven't noticed that my sudden movement made Josh looked to me. Right. So, our faces were like so freaking close together. He was looking at my eyes deeply and my heart was pounding madly at my chest. A little too soon, my heart would jump off from my ribs. Afterwards, he put his hand on my chin and lifted it. He leaned his face slowly towards mine and pressed his soft and tender lips on my mouth. All I could do was to close my eyes and kissed him back. I felt like I was burning and chills kept coming off from my spine. His hand was curled up on my hair while the other one was holding my chin. His kiss made me feel good but there was something ringing in my head. Conscience. You can't just come in between Josh and Selena, Hayley. It will cause much fight. Josh tried to deepen the kiss and I wanted to give in. But I couldn't. So, I pulled away.

"No. Stop." I said, avoiding his gaze.

"Why Hayley?" Josh lifted my chin and looked deeply in my eyes.

"Why?! Josh you have a girlfriend!" I exclaimed. He didn't reply. He just stared me for a moment and nodded in agreement. He got out of the couch and opened the lights. He picked up the remote from the other couch where he sat a while ago and pushed the stop button. This is so not right.

Then, the phone rang.

Josh picked up the phone and answered, "Hello?". Then, he waited for a moment. Probably, Selena was on the other line.

"Yah. Why? Huh? Now? As in now? It's almost late." He answered with a shocked face.

"Right. Fine." Then, he hung up.

Josh looked to me. "Hey, wanna eat?" He asked.

"Yah. Im starving." I said as I stood up.

" 'kay. Burgers and Fries, comin' up." He said happily.

"Yah. It's for our sci..." Before Josh could continue what he was saying. Selena got out of the kitchen. As soon as she saw me sitting at the sofa, she shot me an angry look and headed to the door. She slammed the front door shut. I thought the walls would collapsed but that didn't happen. She was so mad. 

As soon as Selena left, I headed to the kitchen.

"Josh.." I said.

"No. It's alright. This has nothing to do with ya." He said.

Right. So, I wasn't part of their fight. Then, who the hell was Selena talking about a while ago? Of course it was me! I guessed Josh didn't want me to be bothered that much. Whatever.

I sat down at the chair, facing Josh. He was staring at the floor. I grabbed a few fries and place it in front of his face. He could almost eat it.

"Eat." I said. But he didn't look up. Nor opened his mouth.

"Okay. Josh.." I said. "Fine.. I'll eat it." I stuffed the fries in my mouth. "Hey.." I continued. He wasn't even looking at me. I stood up from my seat and put my hands on Josh's face. "Josh.." I whispered. We were staring at each other. Then, he took both of my hands away from his face and held it. I didn't know what he was planning to do. So I just waited. He pulled me closer. He leaned his face to mine. Afterwards, he planted a kiss on my quivering lips.

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Right, twice in a row. haha! :D

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"Umm.. How about Ella?" I said with a confused expression in my face. It reminds me of Ella Enchanted. It was completely awkward to have a baby —a robot baby in my arm. It was light yet it was still uncomfortable. I was like imagining something in the back of my head. hmm..but whatever. I think that doesn't matter now. 

"No.. How about Cassie? Katie? Ell? Samantha? What?" I suggested again. This is ridiculous. Give a name to a baby robot. HAHA. But it's cute. I love it. I love Josh's freakin' idea.

He didn't replied. He leaned over to look at the robot baby closely. Then, he touched it's face with his finger tips.

"Hm.. It's hard to decide. But I think.. Scatielle? I mixed the names up." Josh replied as he straighten up.

"Wow. It's good."I simply replied."umm.. Where should I lay Scatielle?" I asked. I was wondering where would I sleep later.

"Here. in my room. at my bed." He replied with a smile. He headed to his bed and fixed it. "C'mon.. Give her to me."

I made my way to him and handed the baby. "Careful, you don't wanna wake Scatielle, do ya? Or else.. I'll kick your ass." I grinned.

"I prefer the second choice. I want ye to kick my ass. That would be lovely." He joked.

Josh haven't took the baby yet. So, I was waiting for him. Gah. Urgh. Josh. Get the baby.

"Snap out of it! Stop it. Josh." I don't want to cradle the baby again.

"Oh.. Right. Right. Right." he replied.

Finally, he took the baby from me and laid it gently on his bed. He placed pillows at the side of the baby. Duh? Like it will turn around or something? I don't know. This is my first time to look after a baby robot. Hmm..

I sat down quietly at the other side of the bed. How about the baby? What if it wailed again.

"Good night baby Scatielle." Josh said like an angel.

I smirked.

"What?" He asked, wondering why I smirked.

"Nothing." er, Josh is taking this project seriously. He is really acting like a father. But uh.. Im the mother. So, we're like ..?? I washed away the thoughts in my head.

"C'mon.. Let's go down now. Let our baby sleep."

"Huh? We'll leave her here alone?" shocked. I didn't want to go down but Josh was nagging me.

"Yah. It's not like she'll wake up. We'll hear her when she cries again. C'mon." He said while he stretched out his hand and he flashed a smile to me. I hesitated to took his hand because I was kinda worried at the baby.

He grabbed my wrist and helped me to stand up. "Let's go Hayles."

Then, we walked together with his grip on my wrist. We made our way outside his room and headed downstairs.

"Hayles, what do ya say? Horror Movie?" Josh asked. He was ahead of me so he have to look back.

"Sure. What horror movie?" I asked nervously. I really hate watching horror movies 'cause Im getting nightmares. I can't sleep well too. I was getting goosebumps at this moment.

"Child's play." He said fervently.

"Ah.. Right. Whatever you want." I said plainly. Oh no.

 

***

Soon, Josh plugged in the player and put the disc on. Crappy boy. I was feeling uneasy. My heart was hammering madly against my chest. Soon, my heart would jump off. I should have never agreed with this movie stuff in the first place. Or, should I say I must never agreed that we would watch a horror movie. Well, Child's play was all about that doll. Whatever. I was calming myself but everytime I tried to do it I was becoming uneasy than ever. This sucks. I pulled my knees closer to my chest while my neck and my back was resting on the pillow over the sofa. Crap. I already watched this film. But I couldn't even remember what was the story all about. The film started to play. The sounds were kinda creepy. Josh sat away from me. He was on the other sofa. Me, on the other hand, was seating across from him. I can't stand this. Im really afraid. Josh even turned off the lights. He wanted it that way so that it would be an awesome way of watching the freaking film. He said that it adds a "thrill". It was really visible that the lights on the television was flickering.

"Josh?" I called. This is weird.

"Yeah?"he replied without glancing at my direction.

"Joshhh.." I cried.

Josh finally looked up to my way. He was suddenly taken aback.

"Hey, what's the matter?"

I didn't respond. I couldn't take the fear anymore. We were in the middle of watching the movie. And the part where the possessed doll, i think, was appearing more and more. Josh stood up from the sofa and made his way on where I sat. He was beside me now. Sheezzzzzzzzzz.

"Are you afraid?" He asked. I didn't reply.

I nestled beside him with a pillow at my side. It was pretty chilly so I shared a blanket with Josh. His body was warm. I could feel it through my skin. But, no time to think about it. I was feeling awkward by my position. My neck suddenly ached so bad and all I could do was touched it with my hands. Josh probably noticed what I was doing so he glanced at me.

He didn't speak. He just touched my face using his one hand and rested my head on his brawny shoulder. 

"Joshh.." I said. He put his one finger on my lips.

"It's alright." He said. Whew. His face was two inches from mine. I could feel his warm breath on my face.

I felt a little relaxed now. but it was really cold and I was stammering. I was hugging myself under the blanket I shared with Josh. He glanced again at me , then he leaned his face on me.

"Come closer. I'll hug you. You're freezing." He wrapped his arms around me. Errrrrr, this was way more awkward. But I definitely love this. I could feel there was a smile drawing in my lips and my there were chills on my spine. Now what would I do?

He was really warm and all I could do was to cuddled. Men. I so love this.

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EKKKKKKKK! SHORT UPDATE. SORRY. BTW, THANKS FOR THOSE WHO SUGGESTED NAMES. YOU KNOW, I CANT DECIDE WHAT NAME WOULD I PICK SO I JUST MIXED THE NAMES TOGETHER. I HOPE YOU LIKE IT ANYWAY. MY FRIEND TOLD ME IT WAS LIKE SKITTLES.

P.S: sorry for the errors

I'LL WAIT FOR YER COMMENTSSSSSSS. thanks for reading my fanfic! you guys are uh-mazing!

<3 NIQYA.

Night was coming closely but for Josh, Hayley and Zac ,it didn't matter. They were still hanging out at Jeremy's place. They were writing a new song for their new album. Josh was strumming his guitar passionately, Hayley had been scribbling and humming all at the same time, Zac was beating his drumsticks enthusiastically on his lap and on the sofa, while Jeremy was in the kitchen preparing the snack for his visitors. They were all tired but that didn't concern anything. They have to finish the freaking song as soon as possible. Josh took a pause from his plucking and stared at Hayley.

I shouldn't love you but I want to, I just can't turn away

I shouldn't see you but I can't move, I can't look away.

"Tell me Im nuts but I can't even help it. Im really am.. inlove with Hayley." Josh mumbled quietly as he was staring on the orange-haired lady across from his seat. Josh had been secretly inlove with Hayley for almost six years from now. But Josh didn't have the guts to tell Hayley how he felt for her.

"I know, right? Dude. You're inlove with her like so long ago." Zac whispered and rolled his eyes. He focused himself back to his drumsticks.

"Josh? Hey?! MAN! Got the chords already?" Hayley asked. She was wondering what was up with Josh. He was staring at her but she just ignored it.

"Er—yeah!" Josh replied blankly.

A moment later, Jeremy appeared in the room with a plate of mouth-watering cookies at his hand.Everyone took one cookie.

"Jeremy! Whoaaa! this is so yummy!" Hayley laughed.

"I didn't know you could even bake. That's awesome!" Zac teased.

"Howkey.. Enough with that. Thanks anyway. So, how's the song going?" Jeremy asked while biting a cookie.

"Great. We're almost done, just some editing left." Hayley replied.

As soon as they were done with the song, they rest for a while.

"Hayles, how's life?" Jeremy asked.

"Hmmm? Good. Chad.. is.. OH NO! I better be going. I promised Chad that we'll hang out at his place. As in now." Hayley said as she took a glance on her black leather watch. "Who's coming along?" She asked, standing up from her seat. Chad was Hayley's boyfriend. They were together for like three freaking months.

Zac and Jeremy shook their heads except from Josh who stood quietly on the tall window with his eyes fixed directly outside. Hayley stared at Josh for a moment and shift his gaze at Zac's and Jeremy's direction. She was like asking why to the two guys but she didn't uttered any words, just the expression of the face. The two guys shrugged. Hayley just give them a nod.

"Josh?" Jeremy shouted. Josh wasn't looking.

"Yuhooo?? JOSH!!" Zac yelled.

"Oh? Huh? What? Did I miss something?" He asked.

Josh seemed to be carried away with his thoughts so he haven't noticed what was happening.

"May you come with me? We'll hang out at Chad's." Hayley said."Please?? I know you won't disappoint me. Please?" Hayley pleaded. But before Josh could answer Hayley, she grabbed Josh's hand and led him to the door.

"See ya tomorrow!" Hayley shouted as she slammed the door shut.

"Zac?" Jeremy called. "What's with Josh?" He asked. He could smell that something was going on.

"I.. dunno."Zac lied. Of course, he knew what was going on to his brother.

Josh and Hayley were now on the car. Josh was the one who would drive. He put the car into gear and drive off. They were quiet along the way. Hayley was suspecting that something was really up.

"Josh.." She started. No reply.

"Josh!" she exclaimed.

"Oh? Yeah? What's up?" Josh asked. Taken aback.

"Are you alright?"

"Yah." He lied.

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not..

Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop.

Josh stopped the car as soon as they reached Chad's driveway. Josh didn't want to hang out there. If it weren't for Hayley, he wouldn't be there. They got out of the car and headed to the doorway. Hayley was excited and glad but Josh was expressionless. Pokerface. Afterwards, Hayley pushed the button of the doorbell. The door swung open and Chad appeared in front of them. He was smiling with his teeth out as she saw Hayley but when he saw Josh behind Hayley, his smile fade away.

"Chadball!" Hayley exclaimed as she threw her arms around Chad.

"Hayley!" Chad exclaimed.

"I missed you already." Hayley mumbled. Then, he let go of Chad.

"Me too." Chad replied. "Hey man! What's up?" Chad asked Josh who was standing annoyed a few inches behind them.

"Hey." Josh replied with a fake smile.

"Come in." Chad said.

It's getting hard to be around you

There's so much I can't say

Do you want me to hide the feelings

and look the other way

They were watching a film. Chad's arm was wrapped around Hayley. They were sitting close together while Josh was on the other side, hugging a pillow and nibbling a popcorn. Josh was completely bored with the movie plus he was stuck at Chad's house. He couldn't take what he was seeing with his eyes.

"I.. Hayles, Chad. I gotta go now. Sorry." Josh said blankly.

He was near on the door before Chad replied.."Sure man, see ya soon."

Hayley didn't say anything. She was completely puzzled and worried on how Josh was acting that way.

He's really weird. She thought.

One month later.

"Where's Josh?! Have you seen him?" Hayley asked Jeremy over the phone. Hayley haven't seen Josh since the day they hang out at Chad's.

"No." Jeremy lied. Of course, he knew where was Josh. But he couldn't spill anything at the moment.

"Oh. Okay. Thanks anyway. Lemme know if you have any news about him." She said and then, hung up the phone.

Hayley broke up with Chad that day. She couldn't take it anymore. She knew what she wants. And it was not Chad.

The next day.

Thought you should know I've tried my best to let go of you..

But I don't want to.

"Why don't you let her go? she loves Chad." Zac said.

"I've already tried. I just.. I can't. I really can't do it. Dammit." Josh replied. "I'll call her later. And tell her everything."

"Whatever you say." Zac replied as he threw his hands up on the air.

***

"Hayley?" Josh asked.

"JOSH! You called! Oh my .. What's going on? Oh no! What happened to ya? I miss you so much!" Hayley exclaimed.

"There's so much to say. Meet me at the town square later.. around six, okay?"

"Sure. See ya."

"Right. Take care." Then, Josh hang up.

♥♥♥

Hayley was the first one to arrived at the town square. She was waiting for Josh. She was getting anxious more and more. Suddenly, a few drops was falling from the sky. It started to rain hard. Panic striked over at Hayley. She didn't have an umbrella with her. And who would have thought that it would rain. People were starting to run with their hands on their heads. The rain was falling hard but Hayley didn't want to move. She would stay there and wait for Josh.

Hayley was all soaked but she didn't care.

"Josh would come." she mumbled to herself. Tears sprung from her eyes.

It was almost seven and there was no sign Josh would be coming. But she didn't lose hope.

♥♥♥

Josh on the other hand was stuck in the traffic. His patience was getting thinner and thinner.

"Dammit! Not now!" He shouted while he was horning madly at the cars. "Fucking cars! MOVE!" He muttered. Then, It rained. He let out a groan. "God, please. please. please." He prayed. "This is madness. I can't take it anymore." He said annoyingly.

The cars in front of Josh moved. But then, the car suddenly stopped. He tried to put the car into gear, he couldn't. It wasn't working. He tried again. No luck.

He was really determined to go for Hayley. No hesitations. Just go. He got out of his car in the middle of the traffic and it was raining too. He slammed the car's door shut and ran off.He didn't care if he might get sick of doing that. He decided to tell everything to Hayley. It's now or never. He didn't care how many eyes were looking at him as he passed each car on the street.

Please, hayley.. Please. don't leave yet. He prayed.

Josh finally reached the town square. Now, he was looking for Hayley. Orange-haired. Small lady but gorgeous. Josh scanned the place. Scan. Scan. Scan. And then, he saw a lady standing still on the center. All soaked. Freezing. Her hands on her arms. Hayley.

Josh stood behind Hayley. "Hay..les." He said, almost a whisper. Hayley turned around.

"Josh! You came!" She exclaimed as she threw her arms around Josh.

They let go of each other and talked in the middle of the rain.

"Hayley.. Im sorry." He said apologetically.

"That's alright Josh." She mumbled. "Anyway, why are you late?" She joked.

"A long story. But, I want to tell you something.. " Josh said, his heart was beating madly against his chest.

"What is it?"

"I love you .. Hayley. Really, Love you so much." Josh said.

Then, Hayley grabbed Josh's shirt and planted a kiss on his lips. Afterwards, they pulled off.

"I love you too Josh." Hayley said happily.

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wooooot! did you like it?? common! tell me. :)

i'll be glad if you'll tell me what you can say about this one-shot. :D

sorry for the errors! oh no..

P.S: I used JUST SO YOU KNOW lyrics from JESSE MCCARTNEY's song. hahaha! think it's alryt?? :|